Ona temple of them - the diary of a devil worshipper, vol 1 (as azazael)
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1. You see,nowthatshe knowsexactlyhow societyworks separately, andasa whole,she has greater
knowledge onhowtohandle people.She nolongerfeelslike avictim, she is awarriorand an
empoweredpublicfigure.She doesnot lookatobstaclesthe way thatshe usedto, or searchfor the
unknownandinvisible signalsthatonlygave hermisconceptionsandofferedherhopelessdreams.Her
goalswere neverachieved,notbecause theywere unachievable,butbecause theywere not realisticor
evenidealistic. She wasbornwitha pure essence of wisdomandknowledge thatisobtainableonly
throughthe creator. Theyall saw the lookinher eye and despiseditwithall theirguiltriddenand
shameful demeanor.Somedaythischildwill transformintoanintelligentyoungwomanandwill see
straightthroughthe normal depthsof the reversedhumancycle.She will readeveryirisindirectlyand
disclose the truthstobe self evident.Everydaywill becomeraindropswitha mesmerized invitationtoa
heavenlymorselof delightful characteristiconlyfoundwithincaptivity.Hermindwilloverflowwith
dedicationonce hiddenbehindterrible liesanddeception. She couldbe temptedtofail,butthenagain
she coulddecide tobe an image causedby a reflectionthatdoesn’trunorhide.
She holdsherheadup as if nothinghashappenedatall.Thenwheneverthose same ole batsstorm
through,she no longerfeelsunderattack.Thistime only, readyandfree fromworry,free fromstupidity,
and free fromburdensome bouldershangingfromherraggedythreadsthattheygave her.Andto think
all thistime,she reallyexpectedmore this,more that.She hadmore thanshe everknew the whole
time.She holdsthe keytoexcellence withthe treasurethatwasrightunderneathherspiritinplain
view.Lookslike everyoneelsealreadyknew.That’swhytheytryto destroyherandruineverythingshe
has.Because theycan nevertake awayor come close towhat God placedwithinhertoblessothers
with.Itno longermatterswhattheythinkabout her,or how theyportrayher as beingsomethingthey
knowshe isn’tcapable of withoutall theirtrapsto manipulate hermindandtake hersincere waysto
wickedness.She stillremainsthe same.She still knowsthe truth.She stillputsGodfirst.She didn’tturn
out ondrugs or alcohol.She doesn’tlie,cheat,steal.She isnotawhore or a prostitute.She doesn’t
2. focuson purses,clothes,shoes,cars,andotherworldlymaterials.Insteadshe despisesdrama,
negativity,hateful perspectivesandpettyviews.She choosestowashherhandscleanfrombeing
trainedtoseekmadnessandfolly.OnlyGodcaninstall the fruitsof the spiritfromdeepwithin.This
womanhas made meek,humble andkindnessherfirstglance.She starredthe Evil relationsinthe dark
pitsof insanitytill hereyesbledmercyandherheadrang outflaresof lustand envy.The testwasto
conquerthe emotion,notcapture the vainentity.The blurredillusionsweremeanttodistract,not
imprison.Howsimple isshe thathasawakened. How simpleisshe?