The document reflects on the career of Bryce LeVan Cushing, a performance artist. It describes his difficult childhood growing up in Montana with little family support. As a young adult, he pursued radical performance art in Philadelphia and New York City. However, he later experienced a long period of isolation and a near-death experience. The document outlines what Cushing would do differently in his career, including learning to slow down, not burning bridges, communicating kindly, listening to mentors, getting a college degree, and giving himself more self-care and credit.