1. 177800228600An evil tenAN EVIL TEN<br />Back in the room<br />Is this my new home?<br />Is there where I dream and where I can hope?<br />And I told you a lie<br />I protected myself<br />I said that I don’t but the truth is I do<br />I’ll get too close and I’ll get too low and I guess the words will get <br />out of control<br />If I was selfless... you know I would<br />If I was smart, of course you know that I would<br />And if I was yours... <br />All the friends I have ever known<br />Know that I fall in love <br />All my friends know I know<br />I’m scared of really being too near to the ground<br />All the while I say to myself<br />It's better than being alone<br />If I was scared... I would, I would<br />If I was aching, of course you know that I would<br />And if I was yours... <br />Back in the room<br />With my thoughts again<br />Are you there? <br />I can’t tell anymore<br />And I told you I don’t<br />But I do I do<br />I feel and I hurt and I breathe and I stare<br />All the loves I have ever loved<br />Know that I dream <br />too much <br />All my lives I’ve had before<br />Tell me I’m scared of myself<br />If I was broken... I think that I would <br />If I was stolen, of course you know that I would<br />And if I was yours?<br />Not the questions!<br />The laugh<br />The colours<br />The accent<br />The bag<br />The attitude<br />The opinions<br />The thoughts<br />How will it end? <br />Your eyes<br />Your arms<br />Your walk<br />Your voice<br />Your lips<br />Your hands<br />Your grin<br />What do you want? <br />My stomach<br />My breathing<br />My hesitation<br />My longing<br />My denial<br />My doubt<br />My need<br />How do I stop? <br />