Life is a life, with complains, and twists and forks , we can write any thing on it , if we run out an ink then stop it.

1. Do We wait Something to Happended ?
Some times we just want some thing and , we never happened
wanting to have a great man or a woman in a life , is this is a luck or we
have to work on it that we have to hunt for it for years on it, And today's
market is so hot to find a mate that we have to work hard and find, find,
find, and then find, it is same as having a loto 649 , some times we win and
we can not be too. The huntera and the soul mate are in the market are so
eager to find right one is too hot and high profiled people that they do not

2. want to have a cheap mate so, oh well, this one's choice that what we can
not do about it .Are they are hunters and some are buyer, selllers so on,' we
do not get what we want this is what it is some times. We do got it what t
we want. It is so hard to have a great mate, either he is too picky, too
clean , too luzy or to stinky or too worhty that we do not know ; yet,we
open the magic box, many complain after.I did not got what ;I did not want
any one that it was a loto that nevr pciked . It was pciked from my old man
and mother, father, picked it and I have been opening and closing same
loto for years and years , but same luck or bad luck many say that, I have
described as attitude of mine and his that we are two seas and never
connect at a same time one goes one way then one flow from one creek to
another one, what we say solar system that we hope to have energy one,
you got that much or not, it was in 90s.
But, now that market is so hot, love , money , manner, choices, and ,as well
as ,the matters all the things are profiled in peoples' lives, that time no one
talked about it and we did not learned in school those words even mom and
dad never talked about it becuase they were so busy to keep they life
togerther of the family and never they complained either, I do , now.
Well, we do got what we want now, as we see, todays' market, a doctor , a
lawer, a bussiness, as we do want and live the life well off on the prey's life
or hunter are so cleaver to eggy "What they want", I am not sure but they
are the lucky one what they want, then must got it and been getting the
loto 649 as my son got , "I love honey as well ---- I love you too," been living
in a goods and bads but they did not try the loto dream house, yet ,becuase
he have told me the just want a nice one who will not cheat one me, I can
feed her and cloth her.This is what is loto for them as well too.
They may have not been at the loto house ,yet ,as I did not either. Life is
picky or we are picky for the life, I feel ;I am and was picky about it, but
after have had and having choices and same dream and was very hard but
I did got , I was his dream girl that was reversal game, oh , well some one
has had win , no matter who, old timer was the great one too, who borned

3. to 50s and 60s too.
I have had made that conclusion about, it, that we have to be frim not on
choice but on the decisions that what we make, and what we have , we can
change over them ; we can make overt them too;we can remodel them that
are many way to live a life, so what ever we got in a loto 649 is our luck; we
can remodel it, nad we as I did after many years ,we were pushing one
thread of a relation that never was broken but we tried to hard to hold the
relation that have had given us a lesson that we can have what we want,
not have the matter, choices, and logo, we are old timer people who still
see one each other from a far way and can mend our relation with a
comforter ,not with good clothes and big houses.
Older thimer and so far behind from a having a high profile but for us is
matter to have a life, goods and bads are on depened on circumstnaces not
on a maone, money can well off some one not life off someone, we are old ,
we hardly fit in a modnern house, me and dcoter deep.
Reading or not reading is not my matter it is a matter we, are just human
made, makde, did do done many wrong and right, many have came in our
ways to pull our legs ,we still mend our life without some consult us.
Olders are odds, we pray, we look upon god, we chant , and fit in a odd
place where our creator had made for us
Nirmal Kanda