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Heturns,seesme,andsmiles,hisdarkeyescrinklingatthecorner ndthat,thereisafloor-to-ceilingwindowwithaviewoftheSeattl s.Oliviahasjumpedupandcalledtheelevator.Sheseemstoexcel eskylinethatlooksoutthroughthecitytowardtheSound.It‘sastu atjumpingfromherseat.She‘smorenervousthanme!―Goodafter nningvista,andI‘mmomentarilyparalyzedbytheview.Wow.Isit noonladies,‖hesaysashedepartsthroughtheslidingdoor.―Mr. down,fishthequestionsfrommysatchel,andgothroughthem,in Greywillseeyounow,MissSteele.Dogothrough,‖BlondeNumbe wardlycurs-ingKatefornotprovidingmewithabriefbiography.I rTwosays.Istandrathershakilytryingtosuppressmynerves.Ga knownothingaboutthismanI‘mabouttointerview.Hecouldbenin theringupmysatchel,Iabandonmyglassofwaterandmakemywa etyorhecouldbethirty.Theuncertaintyisgalling,andmynervesr ytothepartiallyopendoor.―Youdon‘tneedtoknock–justgoin.‖S esurface,makingmefidget.I‘veneverbeencomfortablewithone hesmileskindly.Ipushopenthedoorandstumblethrough,trippin -on-oneinterviews,preferringtheanonymityofagroupdiscussi govermyownfeet,andfallingheadfirstintotheoffice.Doublecra onwhereIcansitinconspicuouslyatthebackoftheroom.Tobeho p–meandmytwoleftfeet!Iamonmyhandsandkneesinthedoorwa nest,Iprefermyowncompany,readingaclassicBritishnovel,cur ytoMr.Grey‘soffice,andgentlehandsarearoundmehelpingmet ledupinachairinthecampuslibrary.Notsittingtwitchingnervou ostand.Iamsoem-barrassed,damnmyclumsiness.Ihavetosteel slyinacolos-salglassandstoneedifice.Irollmyeyesatmyself.G myselftoglanceup.Holycow–he‘ssoyoung.―MissKavanagh.‖H etagrip,Steele.Judgingfromthebuilding,whichistooclinicalan eextendsalong-fingeredhandtomeonceI‘mupright.―I‘mChristi dmodern,IguessGreyisinhisforties:fit,tanned,andfair-haired anGrey.Areyouallright?Wouldyouliketosit?‖Soyoung–andatt tomatchtherestofthepersonnel.Anotherelegant,flawlesslydr ractive,veryattractive.He‘stall,dressedinafinegraysuit,whit essedblondecomesoutofalargedoortotheright.Whatisitwithal eshirt,andblacktiewithunrulydarkcoppercoloredhairandinten ltheimmaculateblondes?It‘slikeStepfordhere.Takingadeepbr se,brightgrayeyesthatregardmeshrewdly.Ittakesamomentfor eath,Istandup.―MissSteele?‖thelatestblondeasks.―Yes,‖Icro metofindmyvoice.―Um.Actually–‖Imutter.Ifthisguyisoverthirt ak,andclearmythroat.―Yes.‖There,thatsoundedmoreconfiden ythenI‘mamonkey‘suncle.Inadaze,Iplacemyhandinhisandwes t.―Mr.Greywillseeyouinamoment.MayItakeyourjacket?‖―Ohpl hake.Asourfingerstouch,Ifeelanoddexhilaratingshiverrunthr ease.‖Istruggleoutofthejacket.―Haveyoubeenofferedanyrefr oughme.Iwithdrawmyhandhastily,embarrassed.Mustbestatic eshment?‖―Um–no.‖Ohdear,isBlondeNumberOneintrouble?Bl .Iblinkrapidly,myeyelidsmatchingmyheartrate.―MissKavanag ondeNumberTwofrownsandeyestheyoungwomanatthedesk.―W hisindisposed,soshesentme.Ihopeyoudon‘tmind,Mr.Grey.‖―A ouldyouliketea,coffee,water?‖sheasks,turningherattentionb ndyouare?‖Hisvoiceiswarm,possiblyamused,butit‘sdifficultt acktome.―Aglassofwater.Thankyou,‖Imurmur.―Olivia,pleasef otellfromhisimpassiveexpression.Helooksmildlyinterested,b etchMissSteeleaglassofwater.‖Hervoiceisstern.Oliviascoots utaboveall,polite.―AnastasiaSteele.I‘mstudyingEnglishLiter upimmediatelyandscurriestoadoorontheothersideofthefoyer. aturewithKate,um…Katherine…um…MissKavanaghatWashing ―Myapologies,MissSteele,Oliviaisournewintern.Pleasebese tonState.‖―Isee,‖hesayssimply.IthinkIseetheghostofasmilei ated.Mr.Greywillbeanotherfiveminutes.‖Oliviareturnswithag nhisexpression,butI‘mnotsure.―Wouldyouliketosit?‖Hewaves lassoficedwater.―Hereyougo,MissSteele.‖―Thankyou.‖Blond metowardawhiteleatherbuttonedL-shapedcouch.Hisofficeisw eNumberTwomarchesovertothelargedesk,herheelsclickingan aytoobigforjustoneman.Infrontofthefloor-to-ceilingwindows, dechoingonthesandstonefloor.Shesitsdown,andtheybothcon there‘sahugemoderndark-wooddeskthatsixpeoplecouldcomfo tinuetheirwork rtablyeataround.Itmatchesthecoffeetablebythecouch.Everyt hingelseiswhite–ceiling,floors,andwallsexcept,onthewallbyt PerhapsMr.Greyinsistsonallhisemployeesbeingblonde.I‘mwo hedoor,whereamosaicofsmallpaintingshang,thirty-sixofthem nderingidlyifthat‘slegal,whentheofficedooropensandatall,el arrangedinasquare.Theyareexquisite–aseriesofmundane,for egantlydressed,attractiveAfrican-Americanmanwithshortdre gottenobjectspaintedinsuchprecisedetailtheylooklikephotog adsexits.Ihavedefinitelywornthewrongclothes.Heturnsandsa raphs.Displayedtogether,theyarebreathtaking.―Alocalartist. ysthroughthedoor.―Golf,thisweek,Grey.‖Idon‘thearthereply. Trouton,‖saysGreywhenhecatchesmygaze.―They‘relovely.Ra
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isingtheordinarytoextraordinary,‖Imurmur,distractedbothby
dfixesmewithhisgraystare.―Mybeliefistoachievesuccessinan himandthepaintings.Hecockshisheadtoonesideandregardsm yschemeonehastomakeoneselfmasterofthatscheme,knowitin eintently. sideandout,knoweverydetail.Iworkhard,veryhardtodothat.Im akedecisionsbasedonlogicandfacts.Ihaveanaturalgutinstinc ―Icouldn‘tagreemore,MissSteele,‖hereplies,hisvoicesoftand tthatcanspotandnurtureagoodsolidideaandgoodpeople.Theb forsomeinexpli-cablereasonIfindmyselfblushing.Apartfromt ottomlineis,it‘salwaysdowntogoodpeople.‖―Maybeyou‘rejust hepaintings,therestoftheofficeiscold,clean,andclinical.Iwo lucky.‖Thisisn‘tonKate‘slist–buthe‘ssoarrogant.Hiseyesflar nderifitreflectsthepersonalityoftheAdoniswhosinksgracefull emomentarilyinsurprise.―Idon‘tsubscribetoluckorchance,Mi yintooneofthewhiteleatherchairsoppositeme.Ishakemyhead, ssSteele.TheharderIworkthemoreluckIseemtohave.Itreallyis disturbedatthedirectionofmythoughts,andretrieveKate‘sque allabouthavingtherightpeopleonyourteamanddirectingtheir n stionsfrommysatchel.Next,Isetupthemini-discrecorderanda ergiesaccordingly.IthinkitwasHarveyFirestonewhosaid‗theg mallfingersandthumbs,droppingittwiceonthecoffeetableinfro rowthanddevelop-mentofpeopleisthehighestcallingofleaders ntofme.Mr.Greysaysnothing,waitingpatiently–Ihope–asIbec hip.‘‖―Yousoundlikeacontrolfreak.‖Thewordsareoutofmymou omeincreasinglyembarrassedandflustered.WhenIpluckupthe thbeforeIcanstopthem.―Oh,Iexercisecontrolinallthings,Miss couragetolookathim,he‘swatchingme,onehandrelaxedinhisla Steele,‖hesayswithoutatraceofhumorinhissmile.Ilookathim, pandtheothercuppinghischinandtrailinghislongindexfingera andheholdsmygazesteadily,impassive.Myheartbeatquickens crosshislips.Ithinkhe‘stryingtosuppressasmile.―Sorry,‖Istut ,andmyfaceflushesagain.Whydoeshehavesuchanunnervingef ter.―I‘mnotusedtothis.‖―Takeallthetimeyouneed,MissSteele, fectonme?Hisoverwhelminggood-looksmaybe?Thewayhiseye ‖hesays.―DoyoumindifIrecordyouranswers?‖―Afteryou‘vetak sblazeatme?Thewayhestrokeshisindexfingeragainsthislower ensomuchtroubletosetuptherecorder–youaskmenow?‖Iflush. lip?Iwishhe‘dstopdoingthat.―Besides,immensepowerisacquir He‘steasingme?Ihope.Iblinkathim,unsurewhattosay,andIthin edbyassuringyourselfinyoursecretreveriesthatyouwerebornt khetakespityonmebecauseherelents.―No,Idon‘tmind.‖―DidKa ocontrolthings,‖hecontinues,hisvoicesoft.―Doyoufeelthatyo te,Imean,MissKavanagh,explainwhattheinterviewwasfor?‖―Y uhaveimmensepower?‖ControlFreak.―Iemployoverfortythous es.ToappearinthegraduationissueofthestudentnewspaperasI andpeople,MissSteele.Thatgivesmeacertainsenseofresponsi shallbeconfer-ringthedegreesatthisyear‘sgraduationceremo bility–power,ifyouwill.IfIweretodecideIwasnolongerinterest ny.‖Oh!Thisisnewstome,andI‘mtemporarilypre-occupiedbyth edinthetelecommunicationsbusinessandsellup,twentythousa ethoughtthatsome-onenotmucholderthanme–okay,maybesixy ndpeoplewouldstruggletomaketheirmortgagepaymentsaftera earsorso,andokay,megasuccessful,butstill–isgoingtopresen monthorso.‖Mymouthdropsopen.Iamstaggeredbyhislackofhu tmewithmydegree.Ifrown,draggingmywaywardattentionbackt mility.―Don‘tyouhaveaboardtoanswerto?‖Iask,disgusted.―Io othetaskathand.―Good,‖Iswallownervously.―Ihavesomequest wnmycompany.Idon‘thavetoanswertoaboard.‖Heraisesaneye ions,Mr.Grey.‖Ismoothastraylockofhairbehindmyear.―Ithoug browatme.Iflush.Ofcourse,IwouldknowthisifIhaddonesomere htyoumight,‖hesays,deadpan.He‘slaughingatme.Mycheeksh search.Butholycrap,he‘ssoarrogant.Ichangetack.―Anddoyou eatattherealization,andIsitupandsquaremyshouldersinanatt haveanyinterestsoutsideyourwork?‖―Ihavevariedinterests,M empttolooktallerandmorein-timidating.Pressingthestartbutt issSteele.‖Aghostofasmiletoucheshislips.―Veryvar-ied.‖And onontherecorder,Itrytolookprofessional.―You‘reveryyoungto forsomereason,I‘mconfoundedandheatedbyhissteadygaze.Hi haveamassedsuchanempire.Towhatdoyouoweyoursuc-cess?‖ seyesarealightwithsomewickedthought.―Butifyouworksohard Iglanceupathim.Hissmileisrueful,buthelooksvaguelydisappo ,whatdoyoudotochillout?‖―Chillout?‖Hesmiles,revealingperf inted.―Businessisallaboutpeople,MissSteele,andI‘mverygoo ectwhiteteeth.Istopbreathing.Hereallyisbeautiful.Noonesho datjudgingpeople.Iknowhowtheytick,whatmakesthemflourish uldbethisgood-looking.―Well,to‗chillout‘asyouputit–Isail,Ifl ,whatdoesn‘t,whatinspiresthem,andhowtoincentivizethem.Ie y,Iindulgeinvariousphysicalpursuits.‖Heshiftsinhischair.―I‘ mployanexceptionalteam,andIrewardthemwell.‖Hepausesan maverywealthyman,MissSteele,andIhaveexpensiveandabsor
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binghobbies.‖IglancequicklyatKate‘squestions,wantingtoget
hasenoughmaterialnow?Iglanceatthenextquestion.―Youwere offthissubject.―Youinvestinmanufacturing.Why,specifically adopted.Howfardoyouthinkthat‘sshapedthewayyouare?‖Oh,t ?‖Iask.Whydoeshemakemesouncomfortable?―Iliketobuildthi hisispersonal.Istareathim,hopinghe‘snotoffended.Hisbrowf ngs.Iliketoknowhowthingswork:whatmakesthingstick,howtoc urrows.―Ihavenowayofknowing.‖Myinterestispiqued.―Howold onstructanddeconstruct.AndIhavealoveofships.WhatcanIsay wereyouwhenyouwereadopted?‖―That‘samatterofpublicrecor ?‖―Thatsoundslikeyourhearttalkingratherthanlogicandfacts. d,MissSteele.‖Histoneisstern.Iflush,again.Crap.Yesofcours ‖Hismouthquirksup,andhestaresappraisinglyatme.―Possibly. e–ifI‘dknownIwasdoingthisinterview,Iwouldhavedonesomere Thoughtherearepeoplewho‘dsayIdon‘thaveaheart.‖―Whywoul search.Imoveonquickly.―You‘vehadtosacrificeafamilylifefor dtheysaythat?‖―Becausetheyknowmewell.‖Hislipcurlsinawry yourwork.‖―That‘snotaquestion.‖He‘sterse.―Sorry.‖Isquirm, smile.―Wouldyourfriendssayyou‘reeasytogettoknow?‖AndIre andhe‘smademefeellikeanerrantchild.Itryagain.―Haveyouha gretthequestionassoonasIsayit.It‘snotonKate‘slist. dtosacrificeafamilylifeforyourwork?‖―Ihaveafamily.Ihaveabr otherandasisterandtwolovingparents.I‘mnotinter-estedinext ―I‘maveryprivateperson,MissSteele.Igoalongwaytoprotectm endingmyfamilybeyondthat.‖ yprivacy.Idon‘toftengiveinterviews,‖hetrailsoff.―Whydidyou agreetodothisone?‖―BecauseI‘mabenefactoroftheUniversity, ―Areyougay,Mr.Grey?‖Heinhalessharply,andIcringe,mortifie andforallintentsandpurposes,Icouldn‘tgetMissKavanaghoff d.Crap.Whydidn‘tIemploysomekindoffilterbeforeIreadthisstr myback.ShebadgeredandbadgeredmyPRpeople,andIadmireth aightout?HowcanItellhimI‘mjustreadingthequestions?DamnK atkindoftenacity.‖IknowhowtenaciousKatecanbe.That‘swhyI‘ ateandhercuriosity!―NoAnastasia,I‘mnot.‖Heraiseshiseyebr msittingheresquirminguncomfort-ablyunderhispenetratingga ows,acoolgleaminhiseyes.Hedoesnotlookpleased.―Iapologiz ze,whenIshouldbestudyingformyexams.―Youalsoinvestinfar e.It‘sum…writtenhere.‖It‘sthefirsttimehe‘ssaidmyname.Myh mingtechnologies.Whyareyouinterestedinthisarea?‖―Wecan‘ eart-beathasaccelerated,andmycheeksareheatingupagain.N teatmoney,MissSteele,andtherearetoomanypeopleonthispla ervously,Ituckmyloosenedhairbehindmyear.Hecockshishead netwhodon‘thaveenoughtoeat.‖―Thatsoundsveryphilanthropi tooneside.―Thesearen‘tyourownquestions?‖Theblooddrainsf c.Isitsomethingyoufeelpassionatelyabout?Feedingtheworld‘ rommyhead.Ohno.―Err…no.Kate–MissKavanagh–shecompile spoor?‖Heshrugs,verynon-committal.―It‘sshrewdbusiness,‖h dthequestions.‖―Areyoucolleaguesonthestudentpaper?‖Ohcr emurmurs,thoughIthinkhe‘sbeingdisingenuous.Itdoesn‘tmak ap.Ihavenothingtodowiththestudentpaper.It‘sherextra-curri esense–feedingtheworld‘spoor?Ican‘tseethefinancialbenefi cularactivity,notmine.Myfaceisaflame.―No.She‘smyroommat tsofthis,onlythevirtueoftheideal.Iglanceatthenextquestion, e.‖Herubshischininquietdeliberation,hisgrayeyesappraising confusedbyhisattitude.―Doyouhaveaphilosophy?Ifso,whatisi me.―Didyouvolunteertodothisinterview?‖heasks,hisvoicedea t?‖―Idon‘thaveaphilosophyassuch.Maybeaguidingprinciple– dlyquiet.Hangon,who‘ssupposedtobeinterviewingwhom?Hise Carnegie‘s:‗Amanwhoacquirestheabilitytotakefullpossessio yesburnintome,andI‘mcompelledtoanswerwiththetruth.―Iwas nofhisownmindmaytakepossessionofanythingelsetowhichhei drafted.She‘snotwell.‖Myvoiceisweakandapologetic.―Thatex sjustlyentitled.‘I‘mverysingular,driven.Ilikecontrol–ofmysel plainsagreatdeal.‖There‘saknockatthedoor,andBlondeNumb fandthosearoundme.‖―Soyouwanttopossessthings?‖Youarea erTwoenters.―Mr.Grey,forgivemeforinterrupting,butyournext controlfreak.―Iwanttodeservetopossessthem,butyes,bottoml meetingisintwominutes.‖―We‘renotfinishedhere,Andrea.Plea ine,Ido.‖―Yousoundliketheultimateconsumer.‖―Iam.‖Hesmile secancelmynextmeeting.‖Andreahesitates,gapingathim.She‘ s,butthesmiledoesn‘ttouchhiseyes.Againthisisatoddswithso sappearslost.Heturnshisheadslowlytofaceherandraiseshise meonewhowantstofeedtheworld,soIcan‘thelpthinkingthatwe‘ yebrows.Sheflushesbrightpink.Ohgood.It‘snotjustme.―Veryw retalkingaboutsomethingelse,butI‘mabsolutelymystifiedasto ell,Mr.Grey,‖shemutters,thenexits.Hefrowns,andturnshisatt whatitis.Iswallowhard.Thetempera-tureintheroomisrisingor entionbacktome.―Wherewerewe,MissSteele?‖Oh,we‘rebackt maybeit‘sjustme.Ijustwantthisinterviewtobeover.SurelyKate o‗MissSteele‘now.―Pleasedon‘tletmekeepyoufromanything.‖
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―Iwanttoknowaboutyou.Ithinkthat‘sonlyfair.‖Hisgrayeyesare
ntothefoyer.I‘msurprisedwhenhefollowsmeout.AndreaandOli alightwithcu-riosity.Doublecrap.Where‘shegoingwiththis?H viabothlookup,equallysurprised.―Didyouhaveacoat?‖Greyas eplaceshiselbowsonthearmsofthechairandsteepleshisfinger ks.―Yes.‖Olivialeapsupandretrievesmyjacket,whichGreytake sinfrontofhismouth.Hismouthisvery…distracting.Iswallow.―T sfromherbeforeshecanhandittome.Heholdsitupand,feelingri here‘snotmuchtoknow,‖Isay,flushingagain.―Whatareyourpla diculouslyself-conscious,Ishrugiton.Greyplaceshishandsfor nsafteryougraduate?‖Ishrug,thrownbyhisinterest.CometoSe amomentonmyshoulders.Igaspatthecontact.Ifhenoticesmyre attlewithKate,findaplace,findajob.Ihaven‘treallythoughtbey action,hegivesnothingaway.Hislongindexfingerpressestheb ondmyfinals.―Ihaven‘tmadeanyplans,Mr.Grey.Ijustneedtoget uttonsummoningtheelevator,andwestandwaiting–awkwardlyo throughmyfinalexams.‖WhichIshouldbestudyingfornowrather nmypart,coollyself-possessedonhis.Thedoorsopen,andIhurr thansittinginyourpalatial,swanky,sterileof-fice,feelingunco yindesperatetoescape.Ireallyneedtogetoutofhere.WhenIturn mfortableunderyourpenetratinggaze. tolookathim,he‘sleaningagainstthedoorwaybesidetheelevato rwithonehandonthewall.Hereallyisvery,verygood-looking.It‘ ―Werunanexcellentinternshipprogramhere,‖hesaysquietly.Ir sdistracting.Hisburninggrayeyesgazeatme.―Anastasia,‖hesa aisemyeyebrowsinsurprise.Isheofferingmeajob?―Oh.I‘llbear ysasafarewell.―Christian,‖Ireply.Andmercifully,thedoorsclo thatinmind,‖Imurmur,completelyconfounded.―ThoughI‘mnots s e. ureI‘dfitinhere.‖Ohno.I‘mmusingoutloudagain.―Whydoyousa ythat?‖Hecockshisheadtooneside,intrigued,ahintofasmilepl ayingonhislips.―It‘sobvious,isn‘tit?‖I‘muncoordinated,scruf fy,andI‘mnotblonde.―Nottome,‖hemurmurs.Hisgazeisintense Chapter 2 ,allhumorgone,andstrangemusclesdeepinmybellyclenchsudd Myheartispounding.Theelevatorarrivesonthefirstfloor,andIs enly.Itearmyeyesawayfromhisscrutinyandstareblindlydowna crambleoutassoonasthedoorsslideopen,stumblingonce,butfo tmyknottedfingers.What‘sgoingon?Ihavetogo–now.Ileanforw rtunatelynotsprawlingontotheimmaculatesandstonefloor.Ira ardtore-trievetherecorder.―Wouldyoulikemetoshowyouaroun ceforthewideglassdoors,andI‘mfreeinthebracing,cleansing, d?‖heasks.―I‘msureyou‘refartoobusy,Mr.Grey,andIdohaveal dampairofSeattle.Raisingmyface,Iwelcomethecoolrefreshin ongdrive.‖―You‘redrivingbacktoWSUinVancouver?‖Hesounds grain.Iclosemyeyesandtakeadeep,purifyingbreath,tryingtor surprised,anxiouseven.Heglancesoutofthewindow.It‘sbegun ecoverwhat‘sleftofmyequilibrium.Nomanhaseveraffectedmet torain.―Well,you‘dbetterdrivecarefully.‖Histoneisstern,auth hewayChristianGreyhas,andIcannotfathomwhy.Isithislooks? oritative.Whyshouldhecare?―Didyougeteverythingyouneed?‖ Hiscivility?Wealth?Power?Idon‘tunderstandmyirrationalrea headds.―Yessir,‖Ireply,packingtherecorderintomysatchel.Hi ction.Ibreatheanenormoussighofrelief.Whatinheaven‘sname seyesnarrow,speculatively.―Thankyoufortheinterview,Mr.Gr wasthatallabout?Leaningagainstoneofthesteelpillarsoftheb ey.‖―Thepleasure‘sbeenallmine,‖hesays,politeasever.AsIris uilding,Ivaliantlyattempttocalmdownandgathermythoughts.I e,hestandsandholdsouthishand.―Untilwemeetagain,MissSte shakemyhead.Holycrap–whatwasthat?Myheartsteadiestoitsr ele.‖Anditsoundslikeachallenge,orathreat,I‘mnotsurewhich. egularrhythm,andIcanbreathenormallyagain.Iheadforthecar. Ifrown.Whenwillweevermeetagain?Ishakehishandoncemore, AsIleavethecitylimitsbehind,Ibegintofeelfoolishandembarra astoundedthatthatoddcurrentbetweenusisstillthere.Itmustb ssedasIreplaytheinterviewinmymind.Surely,I‘mover-reactin emynerves.―Mr.Grey.‖Inodathim.Movingwithlitheathleticgra gtosomethingthat‘simaginary.Okay,sohe‘sveryattractive,co cetothedoor,heopensitwide.―Justensuringyoumakeitthrough nfident,commanding,ateasewithhimself–butontheflipside,he thedoor,MissSteele.‖Hegivesmeasmallsmile.Obviously,he‘s ‘sarrogant,andforallhisimpeccablemanners,he‘sautocratica referringtomyearlierless-than-elegantentryintohisoffice.Ifl ndcold.Well,onthesurface.Aninvoluntaryshiverrunsdownmys ush.―That‘sveryconsiderate,Mr.Grey,‖Isnap,andhissmilewid pine.Hemaybearrogant,butthenhehasarighttobe–he‘saccomp ens.I‘mgladyoufindmeentertaining,Iglowerinwardly,walkingi
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sratherintimidating,youknow.‖Ishrug.―He‘sveryfocused,inte butwhyshouldhe?Again,I‘mirritatedthatKatedidn‘tgivemeabr nseeven–andyoung.Reallyyoung.‖Kategazesinnocentlyatme. iefbiography. Ifrownather.―Don‘tyoulooksoinnocent.Whydidn‘tyougivemea biography?Hemademefeellikesuchanidiotforskimpingonbasi cresearch.‖Kateclampsahandtohermouth.―Jeez,Ana,I‘msorry –Ididn‘tthink.‖Ihuff.―Mostlyhewascourteous,formal,slightlys WhilecruisingalongtheI-5,mymindcontinuestowander.I‘mtrul tuffy–likehe‘soldbeforehistime.Hedoesn‘ttalklikeamanoftwe yperplexedastowhatmakessomeonesodriventosucceed.Some nty-something.Howoldisheanyway?‖―Twenty-seven.Jeez,An ofhisanswersweresocryptic–asifhehadahiddenagenda.AndK a,I‘msorry.Ishouldhavebriefedyou,butIwasinsuchapanic.Let ate‘squestions–ugh!Theadoptionandaskinghimifhewasgay!Is mehavethemini-disc,andI‘llstarttranscribingtheinterview.‖ hudder.Ican‘tbelieveIsaidthat.Ground,swallowmeupnow!Eve rytimeIthinkofthatquestioninthefuture,Iwillcringewithembar rassment.DamnKatherineKavanagh!Icheckthespeedometer.I ‘mdrivingmorecautiouslythanIwouldonanyotherocca-sion.An ―Youlookbetter.Didyoueatyoursoup?‖Iask,keentochangethes dIknowit‘sthememoryoftwopenetratinggrayeyesgazingatme, ubject.―Yes,anditwasdeliciousasusual.I‘mfeelingmuchbetter andasternvoicetellingmetodrivecarefully.Shakingmyhead,Ir .‖Shesmilesatmeingrati-tude.Icheckmywatch.―Ihavetorun.Ic ealizethatGrey‘smorelikeamandoublehisage.Forgetit,Ana,Is anstillmakemyshiftatClayton‘s.‖―Ana,you‘llbeexhausted.‖―I‘ coldmyself.Idecidethatallinall,it‘sbeenaveryinterestingexp llbefine.I‘llseeyoulater.‖I‘veworkedatClayton‘ssinceIstarte e-rience,butIshouldn‘tdwellonit.Putitbehindyou.Ineverhavet datWSU.It‘sthelargestindependenthardwarestoreinthePortla oseehimagain.I‘mimmediatelycheeredbythethought.Iswitcho ndarea,andoverthefouryearsI‘veworkedhere,I‘vecometokno ntheMP3playerandturnthevolumeuploud,sitback,andlistento walittlebitaboutmosteverythingwesell–althoughironically,I‘ thumpingindierockmusicasIpressdownontheaccelerator.AsIh mcrapatanyDIY.Ileaveallthattomydad.I‘mmuchmoreofacurl-u itthe1-5,IrealizeIcandriveasfastasIwant.Weliveinasmallcom p-with-a-book-in-a-comfy-chair-by-the-firekindofgirl.I‘mgla munityofduplexapartmentsinVancouver,Washington,closetot dIcanmakemyshiftasitgivesmesomethingtofocusonthatisn‘tC heVancouvercampusofWSU.I‘mlucky–Kate‘sparentsboughtth hristianGrey.We‘rebusy–it‘sthestartofthesummerseason,an eplaceforher,andIpaypeanutsforrent.It‘sbeenhomeforfourye dfolksareredecoratingtheirhomes.Mrs.Claytonispleasedtose arsnow.AsIpullupoutside,IknowKateisgo-ingtowantablow-by eme.―Ana!Ithoughtyouweren‘tgoingtomakeittoday.‖―Myappoi -blowaccount,andsheistenacious.Well,atleastshehasthemini ntmentdidn‘ttakeaslongasIthought.Icandoacoupleofhours.‖― -disc.HopefullyIwon‘thavetoelaboratemuchbeyondwhatwass I‘mrealpleasedtoseeyou.‖Shesendsmetothestoreroomtostart aidduringtheinterview.―Ana!You‘reback.‖Katesitsinourliving re-stockingshelves,andI‘msoonabsorbedinthetask.WhenIarr area,surroundedbybooks.She‘sclearlybeenstudyingforfinals ivehomelater,Katherineiswearingheadphonesandworkingonh –thoughshe‘sstillinherpinkflannelpajamasdecoratedwithcut erlaptop.Hernoseisstillpink,butshehasherteethintoastory,s elittlerabbits,theonesshereservesfortheaftermathofbreakin oshe‘sconcentratingandtypingfuriously.I‘mthoroughlydraine gupwithboyfriends,forassortedillnesses,andforgeneralmood d–exhaustedbythelongdrive,thegruelinginterview,andbybein ydepression.Sheboundsuptomeandhugsmehard.―Iwasbeginni grushedoffmyfeetatClayton‘s.Islumpontothecouch,thinkinga ngtoworry.Iexpectedyoubacksooner.‖―Oh,IthoughtImadegoo bouttheessayIhavetofinishandallthestudyingIhaven‘tdoneto dtimeconsideringtheinterviewranover.‖Iwavethemini-discre daybecauseIwasholedupwith…him.―You‘vegotsomegoodstuff corderather.―Ana,thankyousomuchfordoingthis.Ioweyou,Ikn here,Ana.Welldone.Ican‘tbelieveyoudidn‘ttakehimuponhisof ow.Howwasit?Whatwashelike?‖Ohno–herewego,theKatherin fertoshowyouaround.Heobviouslywantedtospendmoretimewit eKavanaghInquisition.Istruggletoanswerherquestion.Whatc hyou.‖Shegivesmeafleetingquizzicallook.Iflush,andmyheart anIsay?―I‘mgladit‘sover,andIdon‘thavetoseehimagain.Hewa rateinexplicablyincreases.Thatwasn‘tthereason,surely?Hej
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hrowmyselfintomystudiesandmyjobatClayton‘s.Kateisbusyto surveyed.IrealizeI‘mbitingmylip,andIhopeKatedoesn‘tnotice o,compilingherlasteditionofherstudentmagazinebeforesheh .Butsheseemsabsorbedinhertranscrip-tion.―Ihearwhatyoume astorelinquishittotheneweditorwhilealsocrammingforherfina anaboutformal.Didyoutakeanynotes?‖sheasks.―Um…no,Idid ls.ByWednesday,she‘smuchbetter,andInolongerhavetoendur n‘t.‖―That‘sfine.Icanstillmakeafinearticlewiththis.Shamewe ethesightofherpink-flannel-with-too-many-rabbitsPJs.Icall don‘thavesomeorigi-nalstills.Good-lookingsonofabitch,isn‘t mymominGeorgiatocheckonher,butalsososhecanwishmeluckf he?‖Iflush.―Isupposeso.‖Itryhardtosounddisinterested,andIt ormyfinalex-ams.Sheproceedstotellmeaboutherlatestventur hinkIsucceed.―Ohcomeon,Ana–evenyoucan‘tbeimmunetohisl eintocandlemaking–mymotherisallaboutnewbusinessventure ooks.‖Shearchesaperfecteyebrowatme.Crap!Idistractherwit s.Fundamentallyshe‘sboredandwantssomethingtooccupyhert hflattery,alwaysagoodploy. ime,butshehastheattentionspanofagoldfish.It‘llbesomething newnextweek.Sheworriesme.Ihopeshehasn‘tmortgagedtheho usetofinancethislatestscheme.AndIhopethatBob–herrelative lynewbutmucholderhusband–iskeepinganeyeonhernowthatI‘ ―Youprobablywouldhavegotalotmoreoutofhim.‖―Idoubtthat,A mnolongerthere.HedoesseemalotmoregroundedthanHusband na.Comeon–hepracticallyofferedyouajob.GiventhatIfoistedt NumberThree. hisonyouatthelastminute,youdidverywell.‖Sheglancesupatm especulatively.Imakeahastyretreatintothekitchen.―Sowhatdi dyoureallythinkofhim?‖Damn,she‘sinquisitive.Whycan‘tshej ustletthisgo?Thinkofsomething–quick.―He‘sverydriven,contr ―Howarethingswithyou,Ana?‖Foramoment,Ihesitate,andIhav olling,arrogant–scaryreally,butverycharismatic.Icanun-ders eMom‘sfullattention.―I‘mfine.‖―Ana?Haveyoumetsomeone?‖ tandthefascination,‖Iaddtruthfully,asIpeerroundthedoorath Wow…howdoesshedothat?Theexcitementinhervoiceispalpabl erhopingthiswillshutheruponceandforall.―You,fascinatedbya e.―No,Mom,it‘snothing.You‘llbethefirsttoknowifIdo.‖―Ana,yo man?That‘safirst,‖shesnorts.Istartgatheringthemakingsofas ureallyneedtogetoutmore,honey.Youworryme.‖―Mom,I‘mfine. andwichsoshecan‘tseemyface.―Whydidyouwanttoknowifhewa How‘sBob?‖Asever,distractionisthebestpolicy.Laterthateve sgay?Incidentally,thatwasthemostembarrass-ingquestion.Iw ning,IcallRay,mystepdad,Mom‘sHusbandNumberTwo,theman asmortified,andhewaspissedtobeaskedtoo.‖Iscowlatthemem Iconsidermyfather,andthemanwhosenameIbear.It‘sabriefcon ory.―Wheneverhe‘sinthesocietypages,heneverhasadate.‖―It versation.Infact,it‘snotsomuchaconversationasaone-sideds wasembarrassing.Thewholethingwasembarrassing.I‘mgladI‘l eriesofgruntsinresponsetomygentlecoax-ing.Rayisnotatalke lneverhavetolayeyesonhimagain.‖―Oh,Ana,itcan‘thavebeent r.Buthe‘sstillalive,he‘sstillwatchingsocceronTV,andgoingbo hatbad.Ithinkhesoundsquitetakenwithyou.‖Takenwithme?No wlingandfly-fishingormakingfurniturewhenhe‘snot.Rayisaski wKate‘sbeingridiculous.―Wouldyoulikeasandwich?‖―Please.‖ lledcarpenterandthereasonIknowthedifferencebetweenahaw WetalknomoreofChristianGreythatevening,muchtomyrelief.O kandahandsaw.Allseemswellwithhim.Fridaynight,KateandIar ncewe‘veeaten,I‘mabletositatthediningtablewithKateand,wh edebatingwhattodowithourevening–wewantsometimeoutfrom ilesheworksonherarticle,IworkonmyessayonTessoftheD‘Urb ourstudies,fromourwork,andfromstudentnewspapers–whenth ervilles.Damn,butthatwomanwasinthewrongplaceatthewrong edoorbellrings.StandingonourdoorstepismygoodfriendJosé, timeinthewrongcentury.BythetimeIfinish,it‘smidnight,andKa clutchingabottleofchampagne.―José!Greattoseeyou!‖Igivehi tehaslongsincegonetobed.Imakemywaytomyroom,exhausted, maquickhug.―Comein.‖JoséisthefirstpersonImetwhenIarrive butpleasedthatI‘veaccom-plishedsomuchforaMonday.Icurlup datWSU,lookingaslostandlonelyasIdid.Werecognizedakindre inmywhiteironbed,wrappingmymother‘squiltaroundme,close dspiritineachofusthatday,andwe‘vebeenfriendseversince.No myeyes,andI‘minstantlyasleep.ThatnightIdreamofdarkplace tonlydoweshareasenseofhumor,butwediscoveredthatbothRa s,bleakwhitecoldfloors,andgrayeyes.Fortherestoftheweek,It yandJoséSeniorwereinthesamearmyunittogether.Asaresult,
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ourfathershavebecomefirmfriendstoo.Joséisstudyingengine
.I‘mengrossedinthetask,checkingcataloguenumbersagainstt eringandisthefirstinhisfamilytomakeittocollege.He‘sprettyd heitemsweneedandtheitemswe‘veordered,eyesflickingfromt amnbright,buthisrealpassionisphotography.Joséhasagreate heorderbooktothecomputerscreenandbackasIchecktheentrie yeforagoodpicture.―Ihavenews.‖Hegrins,hisdarkeyestwinkli smatch.Then,forsomereason,Iglanceup…andfindmyselflocke ng.―Don‘ttellme–you‘vemanagednottogetkickedoutforanothe dintheboldgraygazeofChristianGreywho‘sstandingatthecoun rweek,‖Itease,andhescowlsplayfullyatme.―ThePortlandPlac ter,staringatmeintently.Heartfailure.―MissSteele.Whataplea eGalleryisgoingtoexhibitmyphotosnextmonth.‖―That‘samazi santsurprise.‖Hisgazeisunwaveringandintense.Holycrap.Wh ng–congratulations!‖Delightedforhim,Ihughimagain.Katebea atthehellishedoingherelookingalltousled-hairandoutdoorsyi msathimtoo.―WaytogoJosé!Ishouldputthisinthepaper.Nothin nhiscreamchunky-knitsweater,jeans,andwalkingboots?Ithin glikelastminuteeditorialchangesonaFridayevening.‖Shegrin kmymouthhaspoppedopen,andIcan‘tlocatemybrainormyvoice s.―Let‘scelebrate.Iwantyoutocometotheopening.‖Josélooksi .―Mr.Grey,‖Iwhisper,becausethat‘sallIcanmanage.There‘sag ntentlyatme.Iflush.―Bothofyou,ofcourse,‖headds,glancingne hostofasmileonhislipsandhiseyesarealightwithhumor,asifhe rvouslyatKate.JoséandIaregoodfriends,butIknowdeepdowni ‘senjoyingsomeprivatejoke.―Iwasinthearea,‖hesaysbywayof nside,he‘dliketobemore.He‘scuteandfunny,buthe‘sjustnotfo explanation.―Ineedtostockuponafewthings.It‘sapleasuretos rme.He‘smorelikethebrotherIneverhad.Katherineoftentease eeyouagain,MissSteele.‖Hisvoiceiswarmandhuskylikedarkm smethatI‘mmissingtheneed-a-boyfriendgene,butthetruthis–I eltedchocolatefudgecaramel…orsomething.Ishakemyheadto justhaven‘tmetanyonewho…well,whomI‘mattractedto,eventh gathermywits.Myheartispoundingafrantictattoo,andforsomer oughpartofmelongsforthosetremblingknees,heart-in-my-mou easonI‘mblushingfuriouslyunderhissteadyscrutiny.Iamutterl th,butterflies-in-my-belly,sleeplessnights. ythrownbythesightofhimstandingbeforeme.Mymemoriesofhim didnotdohimjustice.He‘snotmerelygood-looking–he‘stheepit omeofmalebeauty,breathtaking,andhe‘shere.HereinClayton‘ sHardwareStore.Gofigure.Finallymycognitivefunctionsarere SometimesIwonderifthere‘ssomethingwrongwithme.PerhapsI storedandreconnectedwiththerestofmybody.―Ana.Myname‘s ‘vespenttoolonginthecompanyofmyliteraryromanticheroes,a Ana,‖Imutter.―WhatcanIhelpyouwith,Mr.Grey?‖Hesmiles,and ndconsequentlymyidealsandexpecta-tionsarefartoohigh.But againit‘slikehe‘sprivytosomebigsecret.Itissodisconcerting. inreality,nobody‘severmademefeellikethat.Untilveryrecentl Tak-ingadeepbreath,IputonmyprofessionalI‘ve-worked-in-th y,theunwelcome,stillsmallvoiceofmysubconsciouswhispers. is-shop-for-yearsfaçade.Icandothis.―ThereareafewitemsIne NO!Ibanishthethoughtimmediately.Iamnotgoingthere,notaft ed.Tostartwith,I‘dlikesomecableties,‖hemurmurs,hisgrayey erthatpainfulinter-view.Areyougay,Mr.Grey?Iwinceattheme escoolbutamused. mory.IknowI‘vedreamtabouthimmostnightssincethen,butthat ‘sjusttopurgetheawfulexperiencefrommysystem,surely?Iwat chJoséopenthebottleofchampagne.He‘stall,andinhisjeansan dt-shirthe‘sallshouldersandmuscles,tannedskin,darkhairan Cableties?―Westockvariouslengths.ShallIshowyou?‖Imutter, dburningdarkeyes.Yes,José‘sprettyhot,butIthinkhe‘sfinally myvoicesoftandwavery.Getagrip,Steele.AslightfrownmarsGr gettingthemessage:we‘rejustfriends.Thecorkmakesitsloudp ey‘sratherlovelybrow.―Please.Leadtheway,MissSteele,‖hesa op,andJosélooksupandsmiles.Saturdayatthestoreisanightma ys.ItryfornonchalanceasIcomeoutfrombehindthecounter,butr re.Wearebesiegedbydo-it-yourselferswantingtospruceupthei eallyI‘mconcentratinghardonnotfallingovermyownfeet–myle rhomes.Mr.andMrs.Clayton,JohnandPatrick–thetwootherpar gsaresuddenlytheconsistencyofJell-O.I‘msogladIdecidedto t-timers–andIareallrushedoffourfeet.Butthere‘salullaroundl wearmybestjeansthismorning.―They‘reinwiththeelectricalgo unchtime,andMrs.Claytonasksmetocheckonsomeorderswhile ods,aisleeight.‖Myvoiceisalittletoobright.Iglanceupathiman I‘msittingbehindthecounteratthetilldiscreetlyeatingmybagel dregretitalmostimmediately.Damn,he‘shandsome.Iblush.―Af
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reagain,zappingthroughmelikeI‘vetouchedanexposedwire.Ig lymanicuredhand.Withmyheartalmoststranglingme–becausei aspinvoluntarilyasIfeelit,allthewaydowntosomewheredarkan t‘sinmythroattryingtoescapefrommymouth–Iheaddownoneoft dunexplored,deepinmybelly.Desperately,Iscrabblearoundfor heaislestotheelectricalsection.WhyisheinPortland?Whyishe myequilibrium.―Anythingelse?‖Myvoiceishuskyandbreathy.H hereatClayton‘s?Andfromaverytiny,underusedpartofmybrain iseyeswidenslightly.―Somerope,Ithink.‖Hisvoicemirrorsmine –probablylocatedatthebaseofmymedullaoblongatawheremys ,husky.―Thisway.‖Iduckmyheaddowntohidemyrecurringblush ubconsciousdwells–comesthethought:he‘sheretoseeyou.No andheadfortheaisle.―Whatsortwereyouafter?Wehavesyntheti way!Idismissitimmediately.Whywouldthisbeauti-ful,powerful candnaturalfilamentrope…twine…cablecord…‖Ihaltathisexpr ,urbanemanwanttoseeme?Theideaispreposterous,andIkickit ession,hiseyesdarkening.Holycow.―I‘lltakefiveyardsofthena outofmyhead.―AreyouinPortlandonbusiness?‖Iask,andmyvoi turalfilamentropeplease.‖Quickly,withtremblingfingers,Ime ceistoohigh,likeI‘vegotmyfingertrappedinadoororsomething. asureoutfiveyardsagainstthefixedruler,awarethathishotgray Damn!TrytobecoolAna!―IwasvisitingtheWSUfarmingdivision. gazeisonme.Idarenotlookathim.Jeez,couldIfeelanymoreself- It‘sbasedatVancouver.I‘mcurrentlyfund-ingsomeresearchthe conscious?TakingmyStanleyknifefromthebackpocketofmyjea reincroprotationandsoilscience,‖hesaysmatter-of-factly.Se ns,Icutitthencoilitneatlybeforetyingitinaslipknot.Bysomemir e?Notheretofindyouatall,mysubconscioussneersatme,loud,p acle,Imanagenottoremoveafingerwithmyknife.―WereyouaGirl roud,andpouty.Iflushatmyfoolishwaywardthoughts.―Allparto Scout?‖heasks,sculptured,sensuallipscurledinamusement.D fyourfeed-the-worldplan?‖Itease.―Somethinglikethat,‖heack on‘tlookathismouth!―Organized,groupactivitiesaren‘treally nowledges,andhislipsquirkupinahalfsmile.Hegazesatthesele mything,Mr.Grey.‖Hearchesabrow.―Whatisyourthing,Anastas ctionofcabletieswestockatClayton‘s.WhatonEarthishegoingt ia?‖heasks,hisvoicesoftandhissecretsmileisback.Igazeathi odowiththose?Icannotpicturehimasado-it-yourselferatall.Hi munabletoexpressmyself.I‘monshiftingtectonicplates.Tryan sfingerstrailacrossthevariouspackagesdisplayed,andforsom dbecool,Ana,mytorturedsubconsciousbegsonbendedknee.―B einexplicablereason,Ihavetolookaway.Hebendsandselectsa ooks,‖Iwhisper,butinside,mysubconsciousisscreaming:You! packet.―Thesewilldo,‖hesayswithhisoh-so-secretsmile,andI Youaremything!Islapitdowninstantly,mortifiedthatmypsyche blush.―Isthereanythingelse?‖―I‘dlikesomemaskingtape.‖Mas ishavingideasaboveitsstation.―Whatkindofbooks?‖Hecocksh kingtape?―Areyouredecorating?‖ThewordsareoutbeforeIcan isheadtooneside.Whyishesointerested?―Oh,youknow.Theusu stopthem.Surelyhehireslaborersorhasstafftohelphimdecorat al.Theclassics.Britishliterature,mainly.‖Herubshischinwith e?―No,notredecorating,‖hesaysquicklythensmirks,andIhavet hislongindexfingerandthumbashecontemplatesmyanswer.Or heuncannyfeelingthathe‘slaughingatme.AmIthatfunny?Funn perhapshe‘sjustveryboredandtryingtohideit.―Anythingelsey ylooking?―Thisway,‖Imurmurembarrassed.―Maskingtapeisint ouneed?‖Ihavetogetoffthissubject–thosefingersonthatfacea hedecoratingaisle.‖Iglancebehindmeashefollows.―Haveyouw resobeguiling.―Idon‘tknow.Whatelsewouldyourecommend?‖ orkedherelong?‖Hisvoiceislow,andhe‘sgazingatme,grayeyes WhatwouldIrecommend?Idon‘tevenknowwhatyou‘redoing.―Fo con-centratinghard.Iblushevenmorebrightly.Whythehelldoes rado-it-yourselfer?‖Henods,grayeyesalivewithwickedhumor. hehavethiseffectonme?IfeellikeI‘mfourteenyearsold–gauche Iflush,andmyeyesstrayoftheirownaccordtohissnugjeans.―Co ,asalways,andoutofplace.EyesfrontSteele! veralls,‖Ireply,andIknowI‘mnolongerscreeningwhat‘scoming outofmymouth.Heraisesaneyebrow,amused,yetagain.―Youwo uldn‘twanttoruinyourclothing,‖Igesturevaguelyinthedirectio nofhisjeans.―Icouldalwaystakethemoff.‖Hesmirks. ―Fouryears,‖Imutteraswereachourgoal.Todistractmyself,Ire achdownandselectthetwowidthsofmaskingtapethatwestock.― I‘lltakethatone,‖Greysayssoftlypointingtothewidertape,whic hIpasstohim.Ourfingersbrushverybriefly,andthecurrentisthe
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edovermyshoulder.Ishufflefromfoottofoot,embarrassed.It‘sg fthecommunistmanifesto.Stoptalking.StoptalkingNOW.―I‘llta oodtoseePaul,buthe‘salwaysbeenover-familiar. kesomecoveralls.HeavenforbidIshouldruinanyclothing,‖hesa ysdryly.Itryanddismisstheunwelcomeimageofhimwithoutjean s.―Doyouneedanythingelse?‖IsqueakasIhandhimthebluecove WhenIglanceupatChristianGrey,he‘swatchinguslikeahawk,hi ralls.Heignoresmyinquiry.―How‘sthearticlecomingalong?‖He sgrayeyeshoodedandspeculative,hismouthahardimpassiveli ‘sfinallyaskedmeanormalquestion,awayfromalltheinnuendoa ne.He‘schangedfromtheweirdlyattentivecustomertosomeone ndtheconfusingdoubletalk…aquestionIcananswer.Igraspittig else–someonecoldanddistant.―Paul,I‘mwithacustomer.Some htlywithtwohandsasifwerealiferaft,andIgoforhonesty.―I‘mno oneyoushouldmeet,‖Isay,tryingtodefusetheantagonismIseei twritingit,Katherineis.MissKavanagh.Myroommate,she‘sthe nGrey‘seyes.IdragPaulovertomeethim,andtheyweigheachoth writer.She‘sveryhappywithit.She‘stheeditorofthemagazine, erup.Theatmosphereissuddenlyarctic.―Er,Paul,thisisChristi andshewasdevastatedthatshecouldn‘tdotheinterviewinperso anGrey.Mr.Grey,thisisPaulClayton.Hisbrotherownstheplace. n.‖IfeellikeI‘vecomeupforair–atlast,anormaltopicofconversa ‖Andforsomeirrationalreason,IfeelIhavetoexplainabitmore.― tion.―Heronlyconcernisthatshedoesn‘thaveanyoriginalphoto I‘veknownPauleversinceI‘veworkedhere,thoughwedon‘tseee graphsofyou.‖Greyraisesaneyebrow.―Whatsortofphotograph achotherthatoften.He‘sbackfromPrincetonwherehe‘sstudyin sdoesshewant?‖Okay.Ihadn‘tfactoredinthisresponse.Ishake gbusinessadministration.‖I‘mbab-bling…Stop,now!―Mr.Clayt myhead,becauseIjustdon‘tknow.―Well,I‘maround.Tomorrow, on.‖Christianholdshishandout,hislookunreadable.―Mr.Grey, perhaps…‖hetrailsoff.―You‘dbewillingtoattendaphotoshoot? ‖Paulreturnshishandshake.―Waitup–nottheChristianGrey?Of ‖Myvoiceissqueakyagain.KatewillbeinseventhheavenifIcanp GreyEnterprisesHoldings?‖Paulgoesfromsurlytoawestruckin ullthisoff.Andyoumightseehimagaintomorrow,thatdarkplace lessthanananosecond.Greygiveshimapolitesmilethatdoesn‘t atthebaseofmybrainwhispersseductivelyatme.Idismisstheth reachhiseyes.―Wow–isthereanythingIcangetyou?‖―Anastasia ought–ofallthesilly,ridiculous…―Katewillbedelighted–ifweca hasitcovered,Mr.Clayton.She‘sbeenveryattentive.‖Hisexpre nfindaphotographer.‖I‘msopleased,Ismileathimbroadly.Hisli ssionisimpassive,buthiswords…it‘slikehe‘ssayingsomething pspart,likehe‘stakingasharpintakeofbreath,andheblinks.For elseentirely.It‘sbaffling.―Cool,‖Paulresponds.―Catchyoulat afractionofasecond,helookslostsomehow,andtheEarthshifts er,Ana.‖―Sure,Paul.‖Iwatchhimdisappeartowardthestockroo slightlyonitsaxis,thetectonicplatesslidingintoanewposition. m.―Anythingelse,Mr.Grey?‖―Justtheseitems.‖Histoneisclipp Ohmy.ChristianGrey‘slostlook.―Letmeknowabouttomorrow.‖ edandcool.Damn…haveIoffendedhim?Tak-ingadeepbreath,It Reachingintohisbackpocket,hepullsouthiswal-let.―Mycard.It urnandheadforthetill.Whatishisproblem?Iringuptherope,cov hasmycellnumberonit.You‘llneedtocallbeforeteninthemornin eralls,maskingtape,andcabletiesatthetill.―Thatwillbeforty-t g.‖―Okay.‖Igrinupathim.Kateisgoingtobethrilled.―ANA!‖Paul hreedollars,please.‖IglanceupatGrey,andIwishIhadn‘t.He‘s hasmaterializedatothertheendoftheaisle.He‘sMr.Clayton‘sy watchingmeclosely,hisgrayeyesintenseandsmoky.It‘sunnerv oungestbroth-er.I‘dheardhewashomefromPrinceton,butIwas ing.―Wouldyoulikeabag?‖IaskasItakehiscreditcard.―Please, n‘texpectingtoseehimtoday.―Er,excusemeforamoment,Mr.Gr Anastasia.‖Histonguecaressesmyname,andmyheartonceagai ey.‖GreyfrownsasIturnawayfromhim.Paulhasalwaysbeenabu nisfrantic.Icanhardlybreathe.Hurriedly,Iplacehispurchasesi ddy,andinthisstrangemomentthatI‘mhavingwiththerich,powe naplasticcarrier.―You‘llcallmeifyouwantmetodothephotosho rful,awesomelyoff-the-scaleattractivecontrol-freakGrey,it‘s ot?‖He‘sallbusinessoncemore.Inod,renderedspeechlessyeta greattotalktosomeonewho‘snormal.Paulhugsmehardtakingm gain,andhandbackhiscreditcard.―Good.Untiltomorrowperhap ebysurprise.―Ana,hi,it‘ssogoodtoseeyou!‖hegushes.―HelloP s.‖Heturnstoleave,thenpauses.―Oh–andAnastasia,I‘mgladMi aul,howareyou?Youhomeforyourbrother‘sbirthday?‖―Yep.Yo ssKavanaghcouldn‘tdotheinterview.‖Hesmiles,thenstrideswi u‘relookingwell,Ana,reallywell.‖Hegrinsasheexaminesmeata threnewedpurposeoutofthestore,slingingtheplasticbagoverh rm‘slength.Thenhereleasesmebutkeepsapossessivearmdrap
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irty.I‘llseeyoutomorrow.‖―Goodnight,Jack.‖―Goodnight,Ana. nes.Ispendseveralminutesstaringatthecloseddoorthroughwh ‖Collectingmybag,Ishrugonmyjacketandheadforthedoor.Outi ichhe‘sjustleftbeforeIreturntoplanetEarth.Okay–Ilikehim.Th ntheearlyeveningairofSeattle,Itakeadeepbreath.Itdoesn‘tbe gintofillthevoidinmychest,avoidthat‘sbeenpresentsinceSatu ere,I‘veadmittedittomyself.Icannothidefrommyfeelingsanym rdaymorning,apainfulhollowreminderofmyloss.Iwalktowardt ore.I‘veneverfeltlikethisbefore.Ifindhimattractive,veryattra hebusstopwithmyheaddown,staringatmyfeetandcontemplatin ctive.Butit‘salostcause,Iknow,andIsighwithbittersweetregre gbeingwithoutmybelovedWanda,myoldBeetle...ortheAudi.Ish t.Itwasjustacoincidence,hiscominghere.Butstill,Icanadmire utthedooronthatthoughtimmediately.No.Don‘tthinkabouthim. himfromafar,surely?Noharmcancomeofthat.AndifIfindaphoto Ofcourse,Icanaffordacar—anice,newcar.Isuspecthehasbeen grapher,Icandosomeseriousadmiringtomorrow.Ibitemylipina overgenerousinhispayment,andCLICKHERETODOWNLOADAF n t i c i p a t i o n and find myself grinning like a schoolgirl. I need to phone Kate and organize ULLCOPYOFTHISEBOOK a photo-shoot. thethoughtleavesabittertasteinmymouth,butIdismissitandtry tokeepmymindasnumbandasblankaspossible.Ican‘tthinkabou ======================================================================= thim.Idon‘twanttostartcryingagain—notoutonthestreet.Thea partmentisempty.ImissKate,andIimagineherlyingonabeachin Barbadossippingacoolcocktail.Iturnontheflat-screentelevisi onsothere‘snoisetofillthevacuumandprovidesomesemblance He‘scomeback.Mommy‘sasleeporshe‘ssickagain.Ihideandcur ofcompany,butIdon‘tlistenorwatch.Isitandstareblanklyatthe lupsmallunderthetableinthekitchen.ThroughmyfingersIcanse brickwall.Iamnumb.Ifeelnothingbutthepain.HowlongmustIen eMommy.Sheisasleeponthecouch.Herhandisonthestickygree durethis?Thedoorbuzzerstartlesmefrommyanguish,andmyhe nrug,andhe‘swearinghisbigbootswiththeshinybuckleandstan artskipsabeat.Whocouldthatbe?Ipresstheintercom.―Delivery dingoverMommyshouting.HehitsMommywithabelt.Getup!Getu forMs.Steele.‖Abored,disembodiedvoiceanswers,anddisapp p!Youareonefucked-upbitch.Youareonefucked-upbitch.Youa ointmentcrashesthroughme.Ilistlesslymakemywaydownstair reonefucked-upbitch.Youareonefucked-upbitch.Youareonef sandfindayoungmannoisilychewinggum,holdingalargecardbo ucked-upbitch.Youareonefucked-upbitch.Mommymakesasob ardbox,andleaningagainstthefrontdoor.Isignforthepackagea bingnoise.Stop.Pleasestop.Mommydoesn‘tscream.Mommycu ndtakeitupstairs.Theboxishugeandsurprisinglylight.Insidea rlsupsmall.Ihavemyfingersinmyears,andIclosemyeyes.Theso retwodozenlong-stemmed,whiterosesandacard.Congratulati undstops.HeturnsandIcanseehisbootsashestompsintothekitc onsonyourfirstdayatwork.Ihopeitwentwell.Andthankyouforth hen.Hestillhasthebelt.Heistryingtofindme.Hestoopsdownand eglider.Thatwasverythoughtful.Ithasprideofplaceonmydesk. grins.Hesmellsnasty.Ofcigarettesanddrink.Thereyouare,you ChristianIstareatthetypedcard,thehollowinmychestexpandin littleshit.CLICKHERETODOWNLOADAFULLCOPYOFTHISEBO g.Nodoubt,hisassistantsentthis.Christianprobablyhadveryli OK ttletodowithit.It‘stoopainfultothinkabout.Iexaminetheroses —theyarebeautiful,andIcan‘tbringmyselftothrowtheminthetr Achillingwailwakeshim.Christ!He‘sdrenchedinsweatandhish ash.Dutifully,Imakemywayintothekitchentohuntdownavase.A eartispounding.Whatthefuck?Hesitsboltuprightinbedandputs ndsoapatterndevelops:wake,work,cry,sleep.Well,trytosleep hisheadinhands.Fuck.They‘reback.Thenoisewasme.Hetakes .Ican‘tevenescapehiminmydreams.Grayburningeyes,hislostl adeepsteadyingbreath,tryingtoridhismindandnostrilsofthes ook,hishairburnishedandbrightallhauntme.Andthemusic...so mellofcheapbourbonandstaleCamelcigarettes. muchmusic—Icannotbeartohearanymusic.Iamcarefultoavoidi tatallcosts.Eventhejinglesincommercialsmakemeshudder.Ih IhavesurvivedDayThreePost-Christian,andmyfirstdayatwork avespokentonoone,notevenmymotherorRay.Idon‘thavetheca .Ithasbeenawelcomedistraction.Thetimehasflownbyinahazeo pacityforidletalknow.No,Iwantnoneofit.Ihavebecomemyowni fnewfaces,worktodo,andMr.JackHyde.Mr.JackHyde...hesmil slandstate.Aravaged,war-tornlandwherenothinggrowsandthe esdownatme,hisblueeyestwinkling,asheleansagainstmydesk horizonsarebleak.Yes,that‘sme.Icaninteractimper-sonallyat .―Excellentwork,Ana.Ithinkwe‘regoingtomakeagreatteam.‖S work,butthat‘sit.IfItalktoMom,IknowIwillbreakevenfurther— omehow,Imanagetocurlmylipsupwardinasemblanceofasmile. andIhavenothinglefttobreak.Iamfindingitdifficulttoeat.ByWe ―I‘llbeoff,ifthat‘sokaywithyou,‖Imurmur.―Ofcourse,it‘sfiveth dnesdaylunchtime,Imanageacupofyogurt,andit‘sthefirstthin
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nGreyHiChristianThankyoufortheflowers;theyarelovely.Yes, orlattesandDietCoke.It‘sthecaffeinethatkeepsmegoing,butit Iwouldappreciatealift.Thankyou.AnastasiaSteeleAssistantt ‘smakingmeanxious. oJackHyde,CommissioningEditor,SIPCheckingmyphone,Ifin dthatitisstillswitchedtodivert.Jackisinameeting,soIquicklyc Jackhasstartedtohoveroverme,irritatingme,askingmeperson allJosé.―Hi,José.It‘sAna.‖―Hello,stranger.‖Histoneissowarm alquestions.Whatdoeshewant?I‘mpolite,butIneedtokeephima andwelcomingit‘salmostenoughtopushmeovertheedgeagain.― tarm‘slength.Isitandbegintrawlingthroughapileofcorrespond Ican‘ttalklong.WhattimeshouldIbetheretomorrowforyoursho enceaddressedtohim,andI‘mpleasedwiththedistractionofmen w?‖―You‘restillcoming?‖Hesoundsexcited.―Yes,ofcourse.‖Is ialwork.Mye-mailpings,andIquicklychecktoseewhoit‘sfrom.H milemyfirstgenuinesmileinfivedaysasIpicturehisbroadgrin.― olyshit.Ane-mailfromChristian.Ohno,nothere...notatwork.Fr Seventhirty.‖―Seeyouthen.Good-bye,José.‖―Bye,Ana.‖From: om:ChristianGreySubject:TomorrowDate:June8,201114:05T ChristianGreySubject:TomorrowDate:June8,201114:27To:A o:AnastasiaSteeleDearAnastasiaForgivethisintrusionatwork nastasiaSteeleDearAnastasiaWhattimeshallIcollectyou? .Ihopethatit‘sgoingwell.Didyougetmyflowers?Inotethattomor rowisthegalleryopeningforyourfriend‘sshow,andI‘msureyou‘ ChristianGreyCEO,GreyEnterprisesHoldingsInc.From:Anast venothadtimetopurchaseacar,andit‘salongdrive.Iwouldbemo asiaSteeleSubject:TomorrowDate:June8,201114:32To:Chris rethanhappytotakeyou—shouldyouwish.Letmeknow.Christia tianGreyJosé‘sshowstartsat7:30.Whattimewouldyousuggest nGreyCEO,GreyEnterprisesHoldingsInc.Tearsswiminmyeyes ?AnastasiaSteeleAssistanttoJackHyde,CommissioningEdito .Ihastilyleavemydeskandbolttotherestroomtoescapeintoone r,SIPFrom:ChristianGreySubject:TomorrowDate:June8,2011 ofthestalls.José‘sshow.Crap.I‘dforgottenallaboutit,andIpro 14:34To:AnastasiaSteeleDearAnastasiaPortlandissomedist misedhimI‘dgo.Shit,Christianisright;howamIgoingtogetthere anceaway.Ishallcollectyouat5:45.Ilookforwardtoseeingyou. ?Iclutchmyforehead.Whyhasn‘tJoséphoned?Cometothinkofit ChristianGreyCEO,GreyEnterprisesHoldingsInc.From:Anast —whyhasn‘tany-onephoned?I‘vebeensoabsentminded,Ihave asiaSteeleSubject:TomorrowDate:June8,201114:38To:Chris n‘tnoticedthatmycellphonehasbeensilent.Shit!Iamsuchanidi tianGreySeeyouthen.AnastasiaSteeleAssistanttoJackHyde, ot!IstillhaveitondiverttotheBlackberry.Holyhell.Christian‘s CommissioningEditor,SIPOhmy.I‘mgoingtoseeChristian,andf beengettingmycalls—unlesshe‘sjustthrowntheBlackberryaw orthefirsttimeinfivedays,myspiritsliftafrac-tionandIallowmy ay.Howdidhegetmye-mailaddress?Heknowsmyshoesize,ane- selftowonderhowhe‘sbeen.Hashemissedme?ProbablynotlikeI mailaddressishardlygoingtopresenthimwithmanyproblems.C ‘vemissedhim.Hashefoundanewsubmissivefromwhereverthey anIseehimagain?CouldIbearit?DoIwanttoseehim?Iclosemyey comefrom?ThethoughtissopainfulthatIdismissitimmediately. esandtiltmyheadbackasgriefandlonginglancethroughme.Ofc IlookatthepileofcorrespondenceIneedtosortforJackandtackl ourseIdo.Perhaps,perhapsIcantellhimI‘vechangedmymind... eitasItrytopushChris-tianoutofmymindoncemore.CLICKHERE No,no,no.Icannotbewithsomeonewhotakespleasureininflicti TODOWNLOADAFULLCOPYOFTHISEBOOK ngpainonme,someonewhocan‘tloveme.Torturousmemoriesfla shthroughmymind—thegliding,holdinghands,kissing,thebath Thatnightinbed,Itossandturn,tryingtosleep.Itisthefirsttimei tub,hisgentleness,hishumor,andhisdark,brooding,sexystare nawhileIhaven‘tcriedmyselftosleep.Inmymind‘seye,Ivisualiz .Imisshim.It‘sbeenfivedays,fivedaysofagonythathasfeltlikea eChristian‘sfacethelasttimeIsawhimasIlefthisapart-ment.Hi neternity.Iwrapmyarmsaroundmybody,huggingmyselftightly, storturedexpressionhauntsme.Irememberhedidn‘twantmetog holdingmyselftogether.Imisshim.Ireallymisshim...Ilovehim. o,whichwasodd.WhywouldIstaywhenthingshadreachedsucha Simple.CLICKHERETODOWNLOADAFULLCOPYOFTHISEBOO nimpasse?Wewereeachskirtingaroundourownissues—myfear K ofpunishment,hisfearof...what?Love?Turningonmyside,Ihug mypillow,filledwithanoverwhelmingsadness.Hethinkshedoes Icrymyselftosleepatnight,wishingIhadn‘twalkedout,wishingt n‘tdeservetobeloved.Whydoeshefeelthatway?Isitsomethingt hathecouldbedifferent,wishingthatweweretogether.Howlong odowithhisupbringing?Hisbirthmom,thecrackwhore?Mythoug willthishideousoverwhelmingfeelinglast?Iaminpurgatory.An htsplaguemeintotheearlyhoursuntileventuallyIfallintoafitful astasiaSteele,youareatwork!Imustbestrong,butIwanttogotoJ ,exhaustedsleep.ThedaydragsanddragsandJackisunusuallya osé‘sshow,anddeepdown,themasochistinmewantstoseeChris ttentive.Isuspectit‘sKate‘splumdressandtheblackhigh-heele tian.Takingadeepbreath,Iheadbacktomydesk.From:Anastasi dbootsI‘vestolenfromhercloset,butIdon‘tdwellonthethought. aSteeleSubject:TomorrowDate:June8,201114:25To:Christia Iresolvetogoclothesshoppingwithmyfirstpaycheck.Thedressi
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voicesofter.―Pastaallavongole,lastFriday,‖Iwhisper.Heclos vethirty,andIcollectmyjacketandpurse,tryingtoquellmynerve eshiseyesasfuryandpossiblyregret,sweepsacrosshisface.―Is s.I‘mgoingtoseehim!―Doyouhaveadatetonight?‖Jackasksash ee,‖hesays,hisvoiceexpressionless.―Youlooklikeyou‘velosta estrollspastmydeskonhiswayout.―Yes.No.Notreally.‖Hecock tleastfivepounds,possiblymoresincethen.Pleaseeat,Anastas saneyebrowatme,hisinterestclearlypiqued.―Boyfriend?‖Iflus ia,‖hescolds.Istaredownattheknottedfingersinmylap.Whydoe h.―No,afriend.Anex-boyfriend.‖―Maybetomorrowyou‘dliketoc shealwaysmakemefeellikeanerrantchild?Heshiftsandturnsto omeforadrinkafterwork.You‘vehadastellarfirstweek,Ana.We wardme.―Howareyou?‖heasks,hisvoicestillsoft.Well,I‘mshitr shouldcelebrate.‖Hesmilesandsomeunknownemotionflitsacr eally...Iswallow.―IfItoldyouIwasfine,I‘dbelying.‖Heinhaless osshisface,makingmeuneasy.Puttinghishandsinhispockets,h harply.―Me,too,‖hemurmursandreachesoverandclaspsmyhan esauntersthroughthedoubledoors.Ifrownathisretreatingback d.―Imissyou,‖headds.Ohno.Skinagainstskin.―Christian,I—‖― .Drinkswiththeboss,isthatagoodidea?Ishakemyhead.Ihavean Ana,please.Weneedtotalk.‖I‘mgoingtocry.No.―Christian,I... eveningofChristianGreytogetthroughfirst.HowamIgoingtodot please...I‘vecriedsomuch,‖Iwhisper,tryingtokeepmyemotion his?Ihurryintotherestroomtomakelast-minuteadjustments.In sincheck―Oh,baby,no.‖Hetugsmyhand,andbeforeIknowitI‘mo thelargemirroronthewall,Itakealong,hardlookatmyface.Iamm nhislap.Hehashisarmsaroundme,andhisnoseisinmyhair.―I‘ve yusualpaleself,darkcirclesroundmytoo-largeeyes.Ilookgaun missedyousomuch,Anastasia,‖hebreathes.Iwanttostruggleo t,haunted.Jeez,IwishIknewhowtousemakeup.Iapplysomemas utofhishold,tomaintainsomedistance,buthisarmsarewrapped caraandeyelinerandpinchmycheeks,hopingtobringsomecolor aroundme.He‘spressingmetohischest.Imelt.Oh,thisiswhereI theirway.Tidyingmyhairsothatithangsartfullydownmyback,It wanttobe.Irestmyheadagainsthim,andhekissesmyhairrepeat akeadeepbreath.Thiswillhavetodo.NervouslyIwalkthroughth edly.Thisishome.Hesmellsoflinen,fabricsoftener,bodywash, efoyerwithasmileandawavetoClaireatreception.Ithinksheand andmyfavoritesmell—Christian.Foramoment,Iallowmyselfthe Icouldbecomefriends.JackistalkingtoElizabethasIheadforth illusionthatallwillbewell,anditsoothesmyravagedsoul.Afewm edoors.Smilingbroadly,hehurriesovertoopenthemforme.―Aft inuteslaterTaylorpullstoastopatthecurb,eventhoughwe‘resti eryou,Ana,‖hemurmurs.―Thankyou.‖Ismile,embarrassed.Out llinthecity.CLICKHERETODOWNLOADAFULLCOPYOFTHISEB sideonthecurb,Tayloriswaiting.Heopensthereardoorofthecar OOK .IglancehesitantlyatJackwhohasfollowedmeout.He‘slookingt owardtheAudiSUVindismay.Iturnandclimbintotheback,andth ―Come‖—Christianshiftsmeoffhislap—―we‘rehere.‖What?―He erehesits—ChristianGrey—wearinghisgraysuit,notie,hiswhit lipad—onthetopofthisbuilding.‖Christianglancestowardtheb eshirtopenatthecollar.Hisgrayeyesareglowing. uildingbywayofexplanation.Ofcourse.CharlieTango.Tayloro pensthedoorandIslideout.Hegivesmeawarm,avuncularsmilet Mymouthdries.Helooksgloriousexcepthe‘sscowlingatme.Ohn hatmakesmefeelsafe.Ismileback.―Ishouldgiveyoubackyourha o!―Whendidyoulasteat?‖hesnapsasTaylorclosesthedoorbehi ndkerchief.‖―Keepit,MissSteele,withmybestwishes.‖Iflushas ndme.Crap.―Hello,Christian.Yes,it‘snicetoseeyou,too.‖―Ido Christiancomesaroundthecarandtakesmyhand.Helooksquizzi n‘twantyoursmartmouthnow.Answerme.‖Hiseyesblaze.Holys callyatTaylorwhostaresimpassivelybackathim,revealingnoth hit.―Um...Ihadayogurtatlunchtime.Oh—andabanana.‖―Whend ing.―Nine?‖Christiansaystohim.―Yes,sir.‖Christiannodsashe idyoulasthaveapropermeal?‖heasksacidly.Taylorslipsintoth turnsandleadsmethroughthedoubledoorsintothegrandiosefoy edriver‘sseat,startsthecar,andpullsoutintothetraffic.Iglanc er.Irevelinthefeelofhislargehandandhislong,skilledfingersc eupandJackiswavingatme,thoughhowhecanseemethroughthe urledaroundmine.Ifeelthefamiliarpull—Iamdrawn,Icarustohi darkglass,Idon‘tknow.Iwaveback.―Who‘sthat?‖Christiansnap ssun.Ihavebeenburnedalready,andyethereIamagain.Reachin s.―Myboss.‖Ipeekupatthebeautifulmanbesideme,andhismout gtheelevators,hepressesthecallbutton.Ipeekupathim,andhe‘ hispressedintoahardline.―Well?Yourlastmeal?‖―Christian,th swearinghisenigmatichalfsmile.Asthedoorsopen,hereleases atreallyisnoneofyourconcern,‖Imurmur,feelingextraordinaril myhandandushersmein.ThedoorscloseandIriskasecondpeek. ybrave.―Whateveryoudoconcernsme.Tellme.‖No,itdoesn‘t.Ig Heglancesdownatme,grayeyesalive,andit‘sthereintheairbet roaninfrustration,rollingmyeyesheavenward,andChristianna weenus,thatelectricity.It‘spalpable.Icanalmosttasteit,pulsi r-rowshiseyes.Andforthefirsttimeinalongtime,Iwanttolaugh. ngbetweenus,drawingustogether.―Ohmy,‖IgaspasIbaskbriefl Itryhardtostiflethegigglethatthreatenstobubbleup.Christian‘ yintheintensityofthisvisceral,primalattraction.―Ifeelit,too,‖ sfacesoftensasIstruggletokeepastraightface,andIseeatrace hesays,hiseyescloudedandintense.Desirepoolsdarkanddead ofasmilekisshisbeautifullysculpturedlips.―Well?‖heasks,his lyinmygroin.Heclaspsmyhandandgrazesmyknuckleswithhisth
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en.‖―I‘lltakeyou—wecaneatthere.‖What?―Christian,webroke e.Holycow.Howcanhestilldothistome?―Pleasedon‘tbiteyourli up.‖―Iknow.Icanstilltakeyouthereandfeedyou.‖Heglaresatme p,Anastasia,‖hewhispers.Igazeupathim,releasingmylip.Iwan .Ishakemyheadandflushbeforetakingalessconfrontationalap thim.Here,now,intheelevator.HowcouldInot?―Youknowwhatit proach.―It‘sverybeautifuluphere,thankyou.‖―Impressive,isn‘ doestome,‖hemurmurs.Oh,Istillaffecthim.Myinnergoddesssti tit?‖―Impressivethatyoucandothis.‖―Flatteryfromyou,MissSt rsfromherfive-daysulk.Abruptlythedoorsopen,breakingthesp eele?ButI‘mamanofmanytalents.‖―I‘mfullyawareofthat,Mr.Gr ell,andwe‘reontheroof.It‘swindy,anddespitemyblackjacket,I ey.‖Heturnsandsmirksatme,andforthefirsttimeinfivedays,Ire ‘mcold.Christianputshisarmaroundme,pullingmeintohisside, laxalittle.Perhapsthiswon‘tbesobad.―How‘sthenewjob?‖―Goo andwehurryacrosstowhereCharlieTangostandsinthecenterof d,thankyou.Interesting.‖CLICKHERETODOWNLOADAFULLCO thehelipadwithitsrotorbladesslowlyspinning.Atall,blond,squ PYOFTHISEBOOK are-jawedmaninadarksuitleapsoutand,duckinglow,runstowar dus.ShakinghandswithChristian,heshoutsabovethenoiseofth ―What‘syourbosslike?‖―Oh,he‘sokay.‖HowcanItellChristiant erotors.―Readytogo,sir.She‘sallyours!‖―Allchecksdone?‖―Ye hatJackmakesmeuncomfortable?Christianturnsandgazesatm s,sir.‖―You‘llcollectheraroundeightthirty?‖―Yes,sir.‖―Taylor e.―What‘swrong?‖heasks.―Asidefromtheobvious,nothing.‖―T ‘swaitingforyououtfront.‖ heobvious?‖―Oh,Christian,youreallyareveryobtusesometime s.‖―Obtuse?Me?I‘mnotsureIappreciateyourtone,MissSteele. ―Thankyou,Mr.Grey.SafeflighttoPortland.Ma‘am.‖Hesalutes ‖―Well,don‘tthen.‖Hislipstwitchintoasmile.―Ihavemissedyour me.Withoutreleas-ingme,Christiannods,ducksdown,andlead smartmouth.‖IgaspandIwanttoshout,I‘vemissedyou—allofyo smetothehelicopterdoor.Onceinsidehebucklesmefirmlyintom u—notjustyourmouth!ButIkeepquietandgazeouttheglassfishb yharness,cinchingthestrapstight.Hegivesmeaknowinglookan owlthatisCharlieTango‘swindshieldaswecontinuesouth.Thed dhissecretsmile.―Thisshouldkeepyouinyourplace,‖hemurmur uskistoourright,thesunlowonthehorizon—large,blazingfiery s.―ImustsayIdolikethisharnessonyou.Don‘ttouchanything.‖If orange—andIamIcarusagain,flyingfartooclose.Theduskhasfo lushadeepcrimson,andherunshisindexfingerdownmycheekbe llowedusfromSeattle,andtheskyisawashwithopal,pinks,anda forehandingmetheheadphones.I‘dliketotouchyou,too,butyou qua-marineswovenseamlesslytogetherasonlyMotherNaturek won‘tletme.Iscowlathim.Besides,he‘spulledthestrapssotight nowshow.It‘saclear,crispevening,andthelightsofPortlandtwi Icanbarelymove.Hesitsinhisseatandbuckleshimselfin,thenst nkleandwink,welcomingusasChristiansetsthehelicopterdown artsrunningthroughallhispreflightchecks.He‘sjustsocompete onthehelipad.Weareontopofthestrangebrownbrickbuildingin nt.It‘sveryalluring.Heputsonhisheadphonesandflipsaswitch Port-landweleftlessthanthreeweeksago.Jeez,it‘sbeenhardly andtherotorsspeedup,deafeningme.Turning,hegazesatme.―R anytimeatall.YetIfeellikeI‘veknownChristianforalifetime.He eady,baby?‖Hisvoiceechoesthroughtheheadphones.―Yes.‖H powersdownCharlieTango,flippingvariousswitchessotheroto egrinshisboyishgrin.Wow—I‘venotseenitforsolong.―Sea-Tac rsstop,andeventu-allyallIhearismyownbreathingthroughtheh tower,thisisCharlieTango—TangoEchoHotel,clearedfortakeo eadphones.Hmm.BrieflyitremindsmeoftheThomasTallisexper fftoPort-landviaPDX.Pleaseconfirm,over.‖Thedisembodiedv ience.Iblanch.Isodon‘twanttogothererightnow.Christianunb oiceoftheairtrafficcontrolleranswers,issuinginstructions.―R uckleshisharnessandleansacrosstoundomine.―Goodtrip,Miss oger,tower,CharlieTangoset,overandout.‖Christianflipstwos Steele?‖heasks,hisvoicemild,hisgrayeyesglowing.―Yes,than witches,graspsthestick,andthehelicopterrisesslowlyandsmo kyou,Mr.Grey,‖Ireplypolitely.―Well,let‘sgoseetheboy‘sphoto othlyintotheeveningsky.Seattleandmystomachdropawayfrom s.‖Heholdshishandouttomeandtakingit,IclimboutofCharlieTa us,andthere‘ssomuchtosee.―We‘vechasedthedawn,Anastasi ngo.Agray-hairedmanwithabeardwalksovertomeetus,smiling a,nowthedusk,‖hisvoicecomesthroughontheheadphones.Itur broadly,andIrecognizehimastheold-timerfromthelasttimewe ntogapeathiminsurprise.Whatdoesthismean?Howisitthathec werehere.―Joe.‖Christiansmilesandreleasesmyhandtoshake ansaythemostromanticthings?Hesmiles,andIcan‘thelpbutsmi Joe‘swarmly.―KeephersafeforStephan.He‘llbealongaroundei leshylybackathim.―Aswellastheeveningsun,there‘smoretose ghtornine.‖―Willdo,Mr.Grey.Ma‘am,‖hesays,noddingatme.―Y ethistime,‖hesays.ThelasttimeweflewtoSeattleitwasdark,but ourcar‘swaitingdownstairs,sir.Oh,andtheelevator‘soutoford thiseveningtheviewisspectacular,literallyoutofthisworld.We er;you‘llneedtousethestairs.‖―Thankyou,Joe.‖Christiantake ‘reupamongthetallestbuildings,goinghigherandhigher.―Esca smyhand,andweheadtotheemergencystairs.―Goodthingforyo la‘soverthere.‖Hepointstowardthebuilding.―Boeingthere,and uthisisonlythreefloors,inthoseheels,‖hemutterstomeindisap youcanjustseetheSpaceNeedle.‖Icranemyhead.―I‘veneverbe -proval.Nokidding.―Don‘tyouliketheboots?‖
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nfrowns.Ishakemyhead,equallypuzzled.Heshrugs,distracted ―Ilikethemverymuch,Anastasia.‖HisgazedarkensandIthinkhe
.―Whatwouldyouliketodrink?‖―I‘llhaveaglassofwhitewine,tha mightsaysome-thingelse,buthestops.―Come.We‘lltakeitslow. nkyou.‖Hisbrowfurrows,butheholdshistongueandheadsforthe Idon‘twantyoufallingandbreakingyourneck.‖Wesitinsilencea openbar.―Ana!‖Josécomesbarrelingthroughathrongofpeople. sourdrivertakesustothegallery.Myanxietyhasreturnedfullfor Holycow!He‘swearingasuit.Helooksgoodandhe‘sbeamingatm ce,andIrealizethatourtimeinCharlieTangohasbeentheeyeoft e.Heenfoldsmeinhisarms,huggingmehard.Andit‘sallIcandono hestorm.Christianisquietandbrooding...apprehensiveeven;o ttoburstintotears.Myfriend,myonlyfriendwhileKateisaway.Te urlightermoodfromearlierhasdissipated.There‘ssomuchIwan arspoolinmyeyes.―Ana,I‘msogladyoumadeit,‖hewhispersinm ttosay,butthisjourneyistooshort.Christianstarespensivelyou year,thenpausesandabruptlyholdsmeatarm‘slength,staringa tthewindow.―Joséisjustafriend,‖Imurmur.Christianturnsandg tme.―What?‖―Heyareyouokay?Youlook,well,odd.Diosmio,hav azesatme,hiseyesdarkandguarded,givingnothingaway.Hismo eyoulostweight?‖Iblinkbackmytears.―José,I‘mfine.I‘mjustso uth—oh,hismouthisdistracting,andunbidden.Irememberiton happyforyou.‖Crap—nothim,too.―Congratulationsontheshow. me—everywhere.Myskinheats.Heshiftsinhisseatandfrowns.― ‖MyvoicewaversasIseehisconcernetchedonhisoh-so-familiar Thosebeautifuleyeslooktoolargeinyourface,Anastasia.Pleas face,butIhavetoholdmyselftogether.―Howdidyougethere?‖he etellmeyou‘lleat.‖―Yes,Christian,I‘lleat,‖Ianswerautomatica asks.―Christianbroughtme,‖Isay,suddenlyapprehensive.―Oh. lly,aplatitude.―Imeanit.‖―Doyounow?‖Icannotkeepthedisdain ‖José‘sfacefallsandhereleasesme.―Whereishe?‖Hisexpressi outofmyvoice.Honestly,theaudacityofthisman—thismanwhoh ondarkens.―Overthere,fetchingdrinks.‖InodinChristian‘sdire asputmethroughhelloverthelastfewdays.No,that‘swrong.I‘ve ctionandseehe‘sexchangingpleasantrieswithsomeonewaitin putmyselfthroughhell.No.It‘shim.Ishakemyhead,confused.―I ginline.ChristianglancesupwhenIlookhiswayandoureyeslock don‘twanttofightwithyou,Anastasia.Iwantyouback,andIwanty .Andinthatbriefmoment,I‘mparalyzed,staringattheimpossibl ouhealthy,‖hesayssoftly.What?Whatdoesthatmean?―Butnoth yhandsomemanwhogazesatmewithsomeunfathomableemotion ing‘schanged.‖You‘restillfiftyshades.―Let‘stalkonthewaybac .Hisgazehot,burningintome,andwe‘relostforamomentstaring k.We‘rehere.‖Thecarpullsupinfrontofthegallery,andChristia ateachother.Holycow...Thisbeautifulmanwantsmeback,andd nclimbsout,leavingmespeech-less.Heopensthecardoorforme eepdowninsidemesweetjoyslowlyunfurlslikeamorninggloryin ,andIclamberout.―Whydoyoudothat?‖MyvoiceislouderthanIex theearlydawn.―Ana!‖Josédistractsme,andI‘mdraggedbacktot pected.―Dowhat?‖Christianistakenaback.―Saysomethingliket hehereandnow.―Iamsogladyoucame—listen,Ishouldwarnyou hatandthenjuststop.‖―Anastasia,we‘rehere.Whereyouwantto —‖Suddenly,MissVeryShortHairandRedLipstickcutshimoff.―J be.Let‘sdothisandthentalk.Idon‘tpar-ticularlywantasceneint osé,thejournalistfromthePortlandPrintzisheretoseeyou.Com hestreet.‖Iflushandglancearound.He‘sright.It‘stoopublic.Ipr eon.‖Shegivesmeapolitesmile.―Howcoolisthis?Thefame.‖He essmylipstogetherasheglaresdownatme.―Okay,‖Imuttersulki grins,andIcan‘thelpbutgrinback—he‘ssohappy.―Catchyoulat ly.Takingmyhand,heleadsmeintothebuilding.Weareinaconve er,Ana.‖Hekissesmycheek,andIwatchhimstrollovertoayoung rtedwarehouse—brickwalls,darkwoodfloors,whiteceilings,an womanstandingbyatalllankyphotographer.José‘sphotograph dwhitepipework.It‘sairyandmodern,andthereareseveralpeop sareeverywhere,andinsomecases,blownupontohugecanvase lewanderingacrossthegalleryfloor,sippingwineandadmiringJ s.Therearebothmonochromesandcolors.There‘sanetherealbe osé‘swork.Foramoment,mytroublesmeltawayasIgraspthatJos autytomanyoftheland-scapes.InonetakenoutnearthelakeatVa éhasrealizedhisdream.Waytogo,José!―Goodeveningandwelc ncouver,it‘searlyeveningandpinkcloudsarereflectedinthestil ometoJoséRodriguez‘sshow.‖Ayoungwomandressedinblackw lnessofthewater.Briefly,I‘mtransportedbythetranquilityandt ithveryshortbrownhair,brightredlipstick,andlargehoopedear hepeace.It‘sstunning.Christianjoinsme,andItakeadeepbreat ringsgreetsus.Sheglancesbrieflyatme,thenmuchlongerthani handswallow,tryingtorecoversomeofmyearlierequilibrium.He sstrictlynecessaryatChristian,thenturnsbacktome,blinkinga handsmemyglassofwhitewine. ssheblushes.Mybrowcreases.He‘smine—orwas.Itryhardnotto scowlather.Ashereyesregaintheirfocus,sheblinksagain.CLIC ―Doesitcomeuptoscratch?‖Myvoicesoundsmorenormal.Heloo KHERETODOWNLOADAFULLCOPYOFTHISEBOOK ksquizzicallyatme.―Thewine.‖―No.Rarelydoesatthesekindsof events.Theboy‘squitetalented,isn‘the?‖Christianisadmiringt ―Oh,it‘syou,Ana.We‘llwantyourtakeonallthis,too.‖Grinning,s helakephoto.―WhyelsedoyouthinkIaskedhimtotakeyourportra hehandsmeabrochureanddirectsmetoatableladenwithdrinksa it?‖Ican‘thelptheprideinmyvoice.Hiseyesglideimpassivelyfr ndsnacks.Howdoessheknowmyname?―Youknowher?‖Christia omthephotographtome.―ChristianGrey?‖Thephotographerfro
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mthePortlandPrintzapproachesChristian.―CanIhaveapicture,
off.Heglaresdownatme,caughtoffguardbymyaudacity,Ithink, sir?‖―Sure.‖Christianhideshisscowl.Istepback,buthegrabsm buthe‘stryingtohidehisamusement.―Frankly,yes.‖―Pervert,‖I yhandandpullsmetohisside.Thephotographerlooksatbothofu mouthathimandbitemylowerliptopreventmysmile.Hismouthdr sandcan‘thidehissurprise.―Mr.Grey,thankyou.‖Hesnapsacou opsopen,andnowhisamusementisobvious.Hestrokeshischint pleofphotos.―Miss...?‖heasks.―Steele,‖Ireply.―Thankyou,Mi hought-fully.―Can‘targuewiththatassessment,Anastasia.‖He ssSteele.‖Hescurriesoff.―Ilookedforpicturesofyouwithdates shakeshishead,andhiseyessoftenwithhumor.―I‘ddiscussitfur ontheInternet.Therearen‘tany.That‘swhyKatethoughtyouwer therwithyou,butI‘vesignedanNDA.‖Hesighs,gazingatme,andh egay.‖Christian‘smouthtwitcheswithasmile.―Thatexplainsyo iseyesdarken.―WhatI‘dliketodotoyoursmartmouth,‖hemurmur urinappropriatequestion.No,Idon‘tdodates,Anastasia—only s.Igasp,knowingfullwellwhathemeans.―You‘reveryrude.‖Itryt withyou.Butyouknowthat.‖Hiseyesburnwithsincerity.―Soyoun osoundshockedandsucceed.Doeshehavenoboundaries?Hesm evertookyour‖—Iglancearoundnervouslytochecknoonecanov irksatme,amused,andthenhefrowns.―Youlookveryrelaxedinth erhearus—―subsout?‖―Sometimes.Notondates.Shopping,you esephotographs,Anastasia.Idon‘tseeyoulikethatveryoften.‖ know.‖Heshrugs,hiseyesnotleavingmine.Oh,sojustintheplay What?Whoa!Changeofsubject—talkaboutnonsequitur—fromp room—hisRedRoomofPainandhisapartment.Idon‘tknowwhatt layfultoserious.Iflushandglancedownatmyfingers.Hetiltsmy ofeelaboutthat.―Justyou,Anastasia,‖hewhispers.Iblushandst headback,andIinhalesharplyatthecontactwithhislongfingers. aredownatmyfingers.Inhisownway,hedoescareaboutme.―You ―Iwantyouthatrelaxedwithme,‖hewhispers.Alltraceofhumorh rfriendhereseemsmoreofalandscapeman,notportraits.Let‘slo asgone.Deepinsidemethatjoystirsagain.Buthowcanthisbe?W okround.‖Heholdshishandouttome,andItakeit.Wewanderpast ehaveissues.―Youhavetostopintimidatingmeifyouwantthat,‖I afewmoreprints,andInoticeacouplenoddingatme,smilingbroa snap.―Youhavetolearntocommunicateandtellmehowyoufeel,‖ dlyasiftheyknowme.ItmustbebecauseI‘mwithChristian,buton hesnapsback,eyesblazing.Itakeadeepbreath.―Christian,you eyoungmanisblatantlystaring.Odd.Weturnthecorner,andIcan wantedmeasasubmissive.That‘swheretheproblemlies.It‘sint seewhyI‘vebeengettingstrangelooks.Hangingonthefarwallar hedefinitionofasubmissive—youe-mailedittomeonce.‖Ipause esevenhugeportraits—ofme.Istareblanklyatthem,stupefied,t ,tryingtorecallthewording.―Ithinkthesynonymswere,andIquot heblooddrainingfrommyface.Me:pouting,laugh-ing,scowling, e,‗compliant,pliant,amenable,passive,tractable,resigned,p serious,amused.Allinsupercloseup,allinblackandwhite.Holy atient,docile,tame,subdued.‘Iwasn‘tsupposedtolookatyou.N crap!IrememberJosémessingwiththecameraonacoupleofocca ottalktoyouunlessyougavemepermissiontodoso.Whatdoyoue sionswhenhewasvisitingandwhenI‘dbeenoutwithhimasdriver xpect?‖Ihissathim.Heblinks,andhisfrowndeepensasIcontinu andphotographer‘sassistant.Hetooksnapshots,orsoIthought. e. Nottheseinvasivecandids.IglanceupatChristian,whoisstarin g,transfixed,ateachofthepicturesinturn.―SeemsI‘mnottheonl ―It‘sveryconfusingbeingwithyou.Youdon‘twantmetodefyyou, yone,‖hemutterscryptically,hismouthsettlingintoahardline.I butthenyoulikemy‗smartmouth.‘Youwantobedience,exceptwh thinkhe‘sangry.Ohno.―Excuseme,‖hesays,pinningmewithhis enyoudon‘t,soyoucanpunishme.Ijustdon‘tknowwhichwayisup brightgraygazeforamoment.Heturnsandheadstothereception whenI‘mwithyou.‖Henarrowshiseyes.―Goodpointwellmade,as desk.CLICKHERETODOWNLOADAFULLCOPYOFTHISEBOOK usual,MissSteele.‖Hisvoiceisfrigid.―Come,let‘sgoeat.‖―We‘v eonlybeenhereforhalfanhour.‖―You‘veseenthephotos;you‘ve What‘shisproblemnow?Iwatchmesmerizedashetalksanimated spokentotheboy.‖―HisnameisJosé.‖―You‘vespokentoJosé—th lywithMissVeryShortHairandRedLipstick.Hefishesouthiswall emanwho,thelasttimeImethim,wastryingtopushhistongueinto etandproduceshiscreditcard.Shit.Hemusthaveboughtoneofth yourreluctantmouthwhileyouweredrunkandill,‖hesnarls.―He‘ em.―Hey.You‘rethemuse.Thesephotographsareterrific.‖Ayou sneverhitme,‖Ispitathim.Christianscowlsatme,furyemanatin ngmanwithashockofbrightblondhairstartlesme.Ifeelahandat gfromeverypore.―That‘salowblow,Anasta-sia,‖hewhispersme myelbowandChristianisback.―You‘realuckyguy.‖BlondShock nacingly.Iflush,andChristianrunshishandsthroughhishair,br smirksatChristian,whogiveshimacoldstare.―ThatIam,‖hemutt istlingwithbarelycontainedanger.Iglarebackathim.―I‘mtakin ersdarkly,ashepullsmeovertooneside.―Didyoujustbuyoneoft gyouforsomethingtoeat.You‘refadingawayinfrontofme.Findt hese?‖―Oneofthese?‖hesnorts,nottakinghiseyesoffthem.―Yo heboy,saygood-bye.‖―Please,canwestaylonger?‖―No.Go.Now uboughtmorethanone?‖Herollshiseyes.―Iboughtthemall,Anas .Saygood-bye.‖Iglareathim,mybloodboiling.Mr.DamnedContr tasia.Idon‘twantsomestrangeroglingyouintheprivacyoftheirh olFreak.Angryisgood.Angryisbetterthantearful.Idragmygaze ome.‖Myfirstinclinationistolaugh.―You‘dratheritwasyou?‖Isc awayfromhimandscantheroomforJosé.He‘stalkingtoagroupof
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youngwomen.IstalkofftowardhimandawayfromFifty.Justbeca
ends,handsonhiskneesasifhe‘srunamarathon.―Fortheloveof usehebroughtmehere,Ihavetodoashesays?Whothehelldoeshe God,Ana.‖Ileanagainstthewall,panting,tryingtocontroltherio thinkheis?ThegirlsarehangingonJosé‘severyword.Oneofthe tousreactioninmybody,tryingtofindmyequilibriumagain.―I‘ms mgaspsasIapproach,nodoubtrecognizingmefromtheportraits. orry,‖Iwhisperoncemybreathhasreturned.―Youshouldbe.Ikno ―José.‖―Ana.Excuseme,girls.‖Joségrinsatthemandputshisar wwhatyouweredoing.Doyouwantthephotographer,Anasta-sia maroundme,andonsomelevelI‘mamused—Joséallsmooth,impr ?Heobviouslyhasfeelingsforyou.‖Iflushandshakemyhead.―No essingtheladies.―Youlookmad,‖hesays.―Ihavetogo,‖Imutterm .He‘sjustafriend.‖―Ihavespentallmyadultlifetryingtoavoidan ulishly.―Youjustgothere.‖―IknowbutChristianneedstogetback yextremeemotion.Yetyou...youbringoutfeelingsinmethatarec .Thepicturesarefantastic,José—you‘reverytalented.‖Hebea ompletelyalien.It‘svery...‖Hefrowns,graspingfortheword.―U ms.―Itwassocoolseeingyou.‖Josesweepsmeintoabigbearhug, nsettling.―Ilikecontrol,Ana,andaroundyouthatjust‖—hestand spinningmesoIcanseeChristianacrossthegal-lery.He‘sscowli s,hisgazeintense—―evaporates.‖Hewaveshishandvaguely,th ng,andIrealizeit‘sbecauseI‘minJosé‘sarms.Soinaverycalcul enrunsitthroughhishairandtakesadeepbreath.Heclaspsmyha atingmove,IwrapmyarmsaroundJosé‘sneck.IthinkChristianis nd.―Come,weneedtotalk,andyouneedtoeat.‖ goingtoexpire.Hisglaredarkenstosomethingquitesinister,an dslowlyhemakeshiswaytowardus.―Thanksforthewarningabout Heleadsmeintoasmall,intimaterestaurant.―Thisplacewillhav theportraitsofme,‖Imumble.―Shit.Sorry,Ana.Ishouldhavetold etodo,‖Christiangrumbles.―Wedon‘thavemuchtime.‖Theresta you.D‘youlikethem?‖―Um...Idon‘tknow,‖Ianswertruthfully,mo urantlooksfinetome.Woodenchairs,linentablecloths,andwall mentarilyknockedoffbalancebyhisquestion.CLICKHERETOD sthesamecolorasChristian‘splayroom—deepbloodred—withs OWNLOADAFULLCOPYOFTHISEBOOK mallgiltmirrorsrandomlyplaced,whitecandles,andsmallvases ofwhiteroses.EllaFitzgeraldcroonssoftlyintheback-groundab ―Well,they‘reallsold,sosomebodylikesthem.Howcoolisthat?Y outthisthingcalledlove.It‘sveryromantic.Thewaiterleadsusto ou‘reapostergirl.‖HehugsmetighterstillasChristianreachesu atablefortwoinasmallalcove,andIsit,apprehensiveandwonde s,gloweringatmenow,thoughfortu-natelyJosédoesn‘tsee.Jos ringwhathe‘sgoingtosay.―Wedon‘thavelong,‖Christiansaysto éreleasesme.―Don‘tbeastranger,Ana.Oh,Mr.Grey,goodeveni thewaiteraswesit.―Sowe‘lleachhavesirloinsteakcookedmedi ng.‖―Mr.Rodriguez,veryimpressive.‖Christiansoundsicilypol um,béarnaisesauceifyouhaveit,fries,andgreenvegetables,w ite.―I‘msorrywecan‘tstaylonger,butweneedtoheadbacktoSea hateverthechefhas;andbringmethewinelist.‖―Certainly,sir.‖ ttle.Anastasia?‖Hesubtlystressesweandtakesmyhandashedo Thewaiter,takenabackbyChristian‘scool,calmefficiency,scut esso.―Bye,José.Congratulationsagain.‖Igivehimaquickkisso tlesoff.ChristianplaceshisBlackberryonthetable.Jeez,don‘tI nthecheek,andbeforeIknowitChristianisdraggingmeoutofthe getachoice?―AndifIdon‘tlikesteak?‖Hesighs.―Don‘tstart,Ana building.Iknowhe‘sboilingwithsilentwrath,butsoamI.Helooks stasia.‖―Iamnotachild,Christian.‖―Well,stopactinglikeone.‖ quicklyupanddownthestreetthenheadsleftandsuddenlysweep CLICKHERETODOWNLOADAFULLCOPYOFTHISEBOOK smeintoasidealley,abruptlypushingmeupagainstawall.Hegra bsmyfacebetweenhishands,forcingmetolookupintohisardent determinedeyes.Igasp,andhismouthswoopsdown.He‘skissing me,violently.Brieflyourteethclash,thenhistongueisinmymout h.DesireexplodesliketheFourthofJulythroughoutmybody,and I‘mkissinghimback,matchinghisfervor,myhandsknottinginhis hair,pullingit,hard.Hegroans,alowsexysoundinthebackofhist hroatthatreverberatesthroughme,andhishandmovesdownmyb odytothetopofmythigh,hisfingersdiggingintomyfleshthrought heplumdress.Ipouralltheangstandheartbreakofthelastfewda ysintoourkiss,bindinghimtome,andithitsme—inthismomentof blindingpassion—he‘sdoingthesame,hefeelsthesame.Hebrea ksoffthekiss,panting.Hiseyesareluminouswithdesire,firingth ealreadyheatedbloodthatispoundingthroughmybody.Mymout hisslackasItrytodragpreciousairintomylungs.―You.Are.Mine, ‖hesnarls,emphasizingeachword.Hepushesawayfrommeandb
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