History this geeks porn read me smile, fall asleep or maybe cry with me.

1. Hello inDecorah "Fall is coming swiftly,Olympics" 2016
Hello Decorah
I'm a journal writer ( in the format of historianpoet,nonfiction)
I write also correct lies that worked two fold placed me on Elder ABUSE withno
evidence of foul play and got our mom from her state and family to exactly where my
narcissistic half sister demanded mom go. Now mom this he has no choice but remain
where the control freak has yammered at mom for over a year that she can NEVER
Leave. I hope you my reader will always fight injustice done to you and those you love.
August 17th,2016
Aunt ClarianLovitt
someone claiming to be my Aunt Clarianwanted to follow me
my aunt is 92
isn't aware I have a pen name
I'M SURE IT'S HER CHICKEN SHIT YOUNGEST SON
Randy Andy
When I was a kid I thought the sun rose and set upon Randy until he lied to my mom in
2000?
Told mom we were to meet halfway I in Luray and he in Newport News,VA
told mom I didn't call or show up
It was at that instance I saw he was a conniving letch
years later in 2014 I saw how alike he was to my half sister
Diana
Clarianwas blessed to have mom and Darlene
neither liars
neither would care nothing when their moms said No she was happy where she was or
wished to remainin Iowa
they were wise enough to allow mom to remain
As I am wise enough to know that having spent a lifetime with mom
I know Diana is up to her old tricks
in August of 2014 after years of harassing mom 70 times a week with 10 phone calls a
day
InAugust she Diana Lee told mom that if I returned for my last year at Luther College
she would force mom into a nursing home
She is still telling mom that
If mom tries to leave Diana
Diana will force mom into a nursing home
funny KarenRegan the the niece in law of one of my best friends a 80 plus all Irishlady
I cared for told me in December 2014 that no one has that power to force anyone into
a nursing home.
It was just like other things Diana Lee did for mom she would take the check and hand
it to mom to pay
just the reasonDiana had to have mom with her No matter what.
I just learned that Kitty litter is what boy scouts take camping it is a wonderful
combustor

2. Diana is that how you started the laundry room on fire while your mom and I watched
TV in the den at
405 2nd Street NE
Waukon,Iowa 52172
on the day of December 3rd,2014?
Wonder if you bought gas on your trip to Iowa that day to set mom's house on
fire before could change the power of attorney.
You know if it had beenme and Ellen power ofattorney your plans to force our mom
to Granbury Texas would have been forfeited
funny how the pieces ofyour crime are falling into place isn't it?
Did you text Ellen?
The tower you pinged off of will show when the police check your text and
emails and Ellens and Roberts!
What a tangled web you wove!!
Oh my goodness
do they researchNOTHING before they get people in need of reliefto use their NEW
DRUG?
just saw an advertisement for ambulance chasers telling if you got kidney disease
from taking antacid you can call?????
Crap!
I'm so glad I use club soda or if have to soda and water
You have to be careful with that also because too much soda could
with the natural acid in your gut
make you explode.
But No kidney disease
funny /sad!!!
August 16th,2016
Nova
PBSHistorically blesses us again
historically lit
Our civilizationinlights
80% of Humanity on the Electrical grid
my business will not be on that grid
Canada uses 2% of that grid
every day the electricity used could lite 100 trillionlight bulbs
God I love facts
tremendous
light freezes on the internet
I recall geology at William PenninOskaloosa

3. light ours seen in space
would show us still as in the stone age
we with our lights and from the space station
Wow
Wonderful
this is my porn
knowledge
Awe
Outstanding!
Coal humanity has excavated the earth
each hole taken from mother earth and not replaced weakens
Mother Earth
Coal does not fulfill our electrical needs
We use enough electricity a day to power the world 500 years
Wow!!!
Oil
Tituse PA 1859
Edward Drake
tap mines like salt miners tap salt
Drake's folly
Crazy Drake!
Drake uses iron pipes to shore up sides
of well
Drilling meant oil could be drilled
2000 barrels to a milliona day
Wisconsin 1138 PM great educationTV
4 millionbarrels ofoil an hour
150 years a trilliongallons ofoil a year
can you say
Global Warming
we humanity are the reason
we can change that
I hope to get the chance to do that
or try
Well lost the last 17 minutes of Nova
my antenna is a potato ovenbaker and a wire to the cable connection on the HD Flat
Screen
so now I have "Days ofWine and Roses"
terrific BBC
comedy on Iowa
PBS
Iowa PBSis only on the air until midnight
thunder the storm that was in MasonCity has arrived
that's probably why WisconsinPBShas wandered off
well,Well goodnight rest easy
America.
August 15th,2016

4. Yesterday I met Mrs James Snitker of West Ridge it was another incentive to return and
start my business in Allamakee County. Saturday I met a school mate of Ellen Beth's we
had a lovely chat then I gave her a big mess of corn.
Thats two signs
things run in threes but doesn't matter what signs are
time might be
limited
August 12, 2016
One Voice
I have but one voice
I write the truth where none of my family choice to defend someone who cared for my
mother
Someone who Never harmed a hair on her head
my elder half sister hides behind her lies
tell still her lies to our mom and all who will give Diana time to tell them
I have given Diana and my young sister Ellenan alternative
Come forward tell the truth and clear my good name
return mom to where she never wanted to leave
Waukon Iowa and her family
or my heart will cease to beat
I will fall upon my sword like the Heike Warriors ofthe 12th Dynasty in Japan.
The wickedness of someone I in my youth greatly love saw me as a tool to be wielded
forcing our mother from her home and family
this thing continues to lie to our mother and any beings foolishly asinine to hear the
sounds she makes as the inhuman beast lies
if I am forced to end my life because she and Ellen value her lies more than the truth I
will haunt Diana in this and in the death of the poser for she is not a Christian to lie to
a government agency as she did of her innocent sister.
Me
The Pack beat the Browns
Cool!
Green Bay Packers
Browns/Pack
5/13
home game
stands full
seasontickets in Green Bay are pretty much a Legacy

5. Family thing
My Uncle Norm Heike had Seasontickets
I betcha my cousin Charles(Dr. Charles Heike,has them now)
I’d go to GreenBay to see it from a Hotel that views the stadium but the crowds I want
to deal with are smaller than what I fear I can imagine at a Home GreenBay Packer
game
Well supper time
Good night to some of my favorite people
readers ofmy non fiction historical journal poetry.
Sleep Well see youat
3 AM and news on PBSfrom Japan.
replaced a GOOD ADVERTISEMENT WITH CRAP!
The Better Hearing Store
have a little kid with signs
Object we read the signs
then the little kid
giggles
What happen to the terrific advertisement that was on Sunday
the Putting the hearing impaired customers first
sold the business in La Crosse Wisconsinto me
now it has played several times
I want to schedule my times out of the room just to miss the commercial
Green Bay Packers
Now I know one of the reasons I did not find first preseason game
The game had been pulled from the TV Line Up
the field was unplayable
Sad but still funny
Have you ever taken a fire extinguisher to a fire station?
Today I went to the fire stationin DecorahIowa it was the second stationI had ever
been into
the first was in Waukon,Iowa whenDiana tried to have me found guilty of setting her
fire of mom’s home December 3rd,2014
When I moved into my apartment March 31,2015 there was a fire extinguisher by the
gas stove
the extinguisher hinted to me that the previous renter my friend Judy’s son might have
thought it might be needed
Welllllllllll!
Deep subject!
Well guess what?
I took that extinguisher to Decorahand up to the Fire Station only to find out that for
some reason Judy's son Bill had kept the empty

6. EMPTY thing why No idea
I save things that have a potential to be utilized in the future
Empty and non refillable is pure lazy not to pick up and toss
While I was at the fire stationI asked if it was possible for a fire to burn all day one
room away from where two people sat and watched TV and not be noticed?
The fireman thought that was highly unlikely!
I found that to be highly interesting
What do you think?
I love NHK World News
World is found on my beloved PBS
love hearing Japan and Chinese news
They don not talk down to the listener
so Un American
If I hear the news once on AustinABC
or FOX News or CBSMasonCity it's done once they someone hits reply
the other day on CBS the weather girl
said later it will be some more hot!
every hour same news
the only difference was the poor Englishwas edited out
I'm not a fool I'm an educated Iowan/Wisconsinite/Virginia
0f many cultures
don’t talk downto me or assume because I have no BA
or job I’m nothing
never underestimate me!
Painter Jerry Yarnell
PBS
said something profound
just now
“Humans are at birth patterns followers”
“Step out of the Norm”
Val LittlewolfHeike
Above the Roller Rink Literacy Company
6:03 A.M.
Well beenup since 1 A.M.
nap for 30 minutes the off to campus
Women in the positionchanged
During the Renaissance in Italy
pardonthe expression

7. “People were dropping like flies!”
This my last year living above a roller rink was fly infested
those dangly fly strips like we had at the cabinin northern Wisconsin
I hate them but I had three of those in my apartment.
there simply were not enough men to go around to administer last rights in a Catholic
thick country the notion came to them
“we should allow womento hear last rights and to assist with something's in the Mass
celebrating,”
The Renaissance SAW A REBIRTH ofGreek thought
Womenseemed to step out of the shadows to some respect
this is true whenever the human male needed stability to lean upon
when whatever caused the males to need women when that need was over once again
women were shoved into the shadows
now if we use the start of the Renaissance or Black Death1348 as the jumping off point
then that was 600? years ago
now today the Catholic Church is acting like it is a new thought to allow females to take
part more in the church workings.
I think the church is unreal
Inrural Iowa since 2000 women in Saint Patrick's Catholic churcheven young women
have been assisting withcarrying the gifts up for the celebrating ofthe mass.
Womensince the beginning cared for these men others was as blessed by their god
Dr. P at Luther College is a ordained and practicing Episcopalianminister
Every other week the good Dr. Celebrates the Eucharist
Being a women I know our potential is limitless
I also know the feeling of being bullied and made a victim of a hate crime I was a tool
my older half sister used
to control her world over my mom's and mine
the venom vopine(this refers to a snake or fox they are cagie) snake steal steals the
breath of freedom as she crushes the windpipe of our younger sister EllenBeth
It the Roman Catholic Church
i LOVE THE BLACK AND WHITE POLICECARS
funky color cars are not authoritative
diversity
individuality
stupid
Black and White
Where are you?
I grew up with
Car 54 Where are you
I know they probably don’t care in a poor poet think Decorah’ s police cars are
awesome
But I do think they in their Black and white make a statement
of respect.
I hate getting the mail

8. More money is being taken from Medicare
I can not wait to be off the shit called disability
I had a little white car try to drive throw my left knee cap
then a 93 year old retired attorney’s little white car scooped me into his windshield
then I was smashed hard enough to smashed my right wrist and crack a scapula on my
head
Inrehab I was called the miracle
I want two thing ASAP
One my own business and to start proceedings to sue
half sister and her son for $800000
The government automatically removes vital money from my dinky check
I loathnot working, love
grocery shopping
cooking for those I love
Can’t wait until all I have to do is go downthe lane
to get my mail.
Did you know?
Did you know that if you saw off a branch on your trees and do not treat where you cut
the branch off bugs see it like an openwound. My grandpa’s Bittinger and Heike
would paint where the tree had been cut. The painting sealed the wound. Sealing the
wound allowed the tree no phantom limb still there no sap will drainthere.
UW Extension office just stated Spores infest trees by jumping from tree to tree vie
roots and can go from openwound to openwound. There is a spray called Sporax it
can be sprayed on the saws and then this is put on lumber cut loggers canplace it. Oak
Wilt is yet to reachSawyer County very few other counties are sporeless.
A Lot of larvae is under the bark. Harvest in winter /harvest in winter protects trees.
See trees are dormant in fall and winter so nothing will survive. (The plague died out in
the months of winter,fleas could not survive.)
Eutypella Canker will contaminate from tree to tree touching each other when a tree
falls. Ifa tree’s leaves appear burnt it will not kill a tree. Keep your forest thinned out
but you need some trees that died in the woods brings the bugs most are healthy.
Debrey in your woods also offer shelter for wildlife. The dude suggests 5-6 trees down
no big whoop! On my properties the trees I will plant are Birch,(because my baby sister
Ellen loves them and it will be like she is near she won’t even drive 19 miles to Decorah
to see me for fear Diana might ask her.
When mom is home then Ellenmight think that only took someone standing up and
stopping her thing mom was hers to use.
Francis Phillips

9. September 22nd,2016
Important date
Judy wanted Frans plane to fly into Chicago
The flight from Liverpool's 14 hours
Fran told Judy she really hated flying and then would not relish 6 more hours to drive
to Decorah.
Frans five feet
Don loaned me a step stool
we will manage
August 14th,2016 Picnic in Waukon
Arrival 9PM La Crosse,Wisconsin
October 2nd,2016 returning to LIverpool,England
Olivia
Missing for an hour nowhere to hide
an 8 month old kitten all black
Missing
I looked inall the places Emily would go and sit
No Olivia
The apartment above the roller rink was not made to any code
I don’t use the cave
The cave was a bedroom
there's a hole large enough to shove my fist in the hole in the floor
the hole is in the floor behind the shower that wobble with a hideous floor
Hell the toilet wobble
It's like the apartment was made for wobbles
Inthe kitchen
in the cupboard,way at the end it an area no one thought to measure when making the
cupboards to inspect instead of
“What the Hell!”
There she was wedged inthere like a Winneshiek patrol office waiting to pounce
because it's easier than finding out after someone notified them that the people inthe
office at the old Bluff in heald.opened and read my mail.
laws are never made for everyone.
I pulled her sweet little girl butt out of the concealed hole
You can tell she is in her teens
I yelled and yelled not a sound out of her
Thomas was right by me
that’s probably why the Swiss hung brandy around the neck of Saint Bernard dogs
instead of teenage cats
The cats would never be bothered to wander out into the Iowa snow to searchfor me
infact the mouse and cat probably would drink the brandy while me and my skies will
be lost in the snow
partner sought
Must be interested in an ideas partner whose American
Green interested in being green

10. animal welfare
purchasing property now so business can get up in running
female
I’m shooting for 5 main properties in5 different states
Hospitality
making awesome money,branding within our community
Everything will be recycled
I’m a trained and excellent cook with 35 years experience working in resorts
7.5 years in Psychology and History
trained in end of month inventory,opening/closing knowledge suchas it is hard for
people within the community to find even intern work within the Hospitality Industry
We will raise wool from Goat,rabbit and ampaca,chickens witha hand full of houses
used to work on the properties untill farms
One of the goals contemplated is for a community of our elderly
where unlike in the heterasexual world elderly like he my mom’s are not treated as if
since they are in their eighties they NO LONGER KNOW WHAT Truthis.
I want a community one day for our elderly where if they say NO no one is allowed to
harass 70 times a week and every day the elderly personsaid no NO ONE CARED THAT
MY MOM DID NOT WISH TO LEAVEHER FAMILY.
THAT’SHOW MY MOM WASTREATED BYHER STRAIGHTCOMMUNITY
It was more important to Iowa’s HumanServices to believe that mom does not know
the truth. I write to fight that injustice for mom and myself.
No Iowa HumanService personheard this truth it was easier for Iowa Human Services
to bend over backwards tending to the needs of illegals then once hear mom tell then
“Val never harmed me,Val has always done her best while being a full time college
student and carrying for the gardenand our cars.”
From Harlem,New York before WWII
If you got no horse ride a cow
Apropoo
means yep either way they will get you there
Harlem famous for the Lindy Hop
love PBSsomeday soonI hope I canone day againbelong to PBS
History signs and comes alive there
and for History loves like me that’s the best porn
right up there with learning
and let's face it others reading a writer's thoughts up there hand in hand
Wrong sister
If Diana had falsely accused Ellen of harming mom she would have crawled into a hole
If Ellenmy baby sister was accused of the horrid thing of harming our mom I would
harm beat the living SHIT out of Diana Lee Heike

11. They would have to pull me from her bloody already rotting corpses#############!
There is a channel 2 Valerie!
Somethings Up@!
Never before above the roller rink did I reachCedar Rapids television CBS
Did you know there are three channels that come off 2?
I’m watching something called Comet!
IT'S A MODERN Star Gate
Love Colonel Carter YUM YUM
leading female in a SCI FI
double YUM YUM!
As strange as it came
now gone,gone!
Dr. Pillsbury
Before Luther College all I knew of Pillsbury were delicious rolls
and at 58 nothing scares me to screaming as fast as a mouse or
Dads truck hitting a slow bird
or opening a roll of rolls.
I was speaking with my adviser
we were disgusting abuse
she knows everything about the crap Diana made up as she went including the lie
stating that Dad loved beating mom and that I did too.
She was actually combining her truth with a real lie
Her father beat mom not my dad dad hurt so much from nearly being beaten to death
at 14 by his dad
Dads weaponwas words that engulfed our confidence and snuff out our will
Dad hit me
once he pulled mom's ear at Nana’s funeral
dad hated sharing mom
I always defended mom’s right to do as she wanted that's why I was eliminated
Dr. P has all the lies in a file as well as an email from 2015
telling her Ellen and mom and her were going to have me committed for being insane
Took Diana a year and two months to get mom to change mom’s wil and stop talking to
me
When mom’s home Diana will never againbe allowed to force mom to her will AGAIN.
A true sister is what I have in Dr. P adopted but Blood doesn’t matter for anything but
blood transference.
Off to vacuum step
I tossed all dried hot cereal still dry onthe steps
Ill put a fan on Diana the Black cat hit I no one
NEVER DID!
that’s the saddest part ofwhat Diana the subhuman half sister did to me by sticking me
on ELDER ABUSE!!!!!!!!!!

12. I scream now because 56 years of tears just seem to encourage my sisters that I'm an
easy mark. Diana falsely accused me and place me on Elder ABUSE WITH NO EVIDENCE
ELLEN TOOK OFFENSE TO ME DEFENDING MYSELF SO COULD NOT BE BOTHERED TO
COME FORWARD AND SIMPLY TELL THE TRUTH!!!
I guess Ellen figured eventually I will be OK with the fact I can never againwork with
elderly older ladies something I have done since I was 19 because I have a record for
abuse and violence this fact breaks my heart I defended my family and
(Ellen,mom,Julie and Robbie niece and nephew and mom and a friend of Ellen's at 14
when I took a loaded gun from my drunk dad who was going to kill us and then
himself. Would have been so easy to let him do it,but see I always made sure mom
was safe.
Now mom is in the most unsafe environment if anything ever happens to mom at the
black bastards hands the month Diana is found dead so within a month
DENNIS,DAWN AND A JUDGE IN POLK COUNTY.
Surprising the power Diana the devil wields inmy family.
Color Coded
Great new Iowa State fair only I do not get color coding that
commercial
I saw last second
They sounded like actual Iowans
that actual impressed me
the actors could have had bags ontheir heads
stop making everything bussed
Get over it
You are in AMERICA
WE Americans come inAll shades!!!!!!!!!!
TV old school
My antenna
a bake potato all metal rack
one of the last things mom was allowed to buy without Diana’s permission
mom is intelligent and mentally sharp but see my older half sister by hook and crook
forced mom to Texas
sees mom’s money as hers
mom was always so cute as she would look through her catalog magazine ofHeartland
buying things for the house
Mom delighted in buying little things for her kids and grandkids
when dad was alive mom never knew what dad was up to with money
dad had beengone three years nearly
When Diana started her rush to remove mom from her family
anyway
Had to take an unplanned break and toss body washat Diana the Cat(was named
Black)

13. Diana pooped last night on a sweatshirt I had put downfor Schnuggler to sleep on
this morning Diana was busy pissing ona sheet
now Diana is where her name sake deserves to be
in a kitty cage
anyway
put a metal chair by your digital TV
bare and two man end cable
one end goes into your TV
bare the other end
Honest no shit Sherlock the most stations digital I have gottenis
25
all FREE
The totally great four letter word
FREE!
Goodnight its 1:05 AM
Laugh track vs. real humans
do they test the audience because on several occasions what they say is not humorous
I’m just curious
This is 2016
I have beenwatching TV
can’t we toss the phony baloney
Wolowitz mom
Love Big Bang Theory
hate the way they have an expert for Physics
Nog history help
no one to correct the effect of the verbal abuse
Howard intalking to his mom
some of us grew up in household where that was common toward us
It was a great episode whenZak is bullied by the guys
It was interesting how the boys tried to correct the effect of talking downto Zak
Don my landlord
a real
raw
jewel
his mom hates him simply because he resembles his dad
Don hates all sports
his half brothers in all the years he was in Iowa came once
they came on way by to a Green Bay Packer game
Don has been here in Decorah,Iowa these past thirty years

14. two days ago when I drove big red into the slot I park
sternly Don't turn and walked toward me
I knew something was up
and naturally I thought something horrid this way comes!
that's when don told me I had to do something different with leftover food
I didn’t tell him most food isn’t left over kitties scarf downfood faster than any dog
under the table ever did
I also place bread things in dad’s truck bed when I go to Korenon Luther College
there is a crow and one squirrel that appear to watch for the red truck knowing food
will be in the bed.
The only food I had recently that I tossed out was cobs minus the cornand the natural
green leafs housing of the cobs if you will
Done with corn onthe cob for the season
There are these awesome farmers in Calmer, Iowa they raise tender lovely sweet corn
just for the Food Pantry
I want to find a financial partner so I canwork and stopped wasting time seeking
employment I have No desire for
I thought driving for UBER inRochester,Minn
However Rochester,Minnesota is anhour and a half away and I need to be in
Allamakee County so I need to work in La Crosse,Wisconsin.
August 11,2016
Google
Sent me an email Sunday
an old gmail account
hacked in Russia
they can have it
nothing's there
was my NICC account just school stuff and crap
it's linked to nothing
I had Luther College help desk dump that account and Lutherbound
last time I was at Lutherbound was in 2013 there were 20000 pieces of crap
Hello out there do you know if your old email accounts are still open?
I don’t recall my first email account in 1994,Mt. Rushmore
Can’t ask Ellen Best my kid sister
Oh she’s still alive she rather not anger our half sister who believes she is in control of
all mom reads or talks to
Diana will have a rude awakening one of these days!
Whistling
Yesterday on ABC morning news
they said that relaxing or affirmation of your skills
or whistling allows your mind time not to think
you are the failure your father spent years ramming into your head
wish I only knew testing in Statistic might have gone better with a braininjury

15. if only I had
whistled.
ABC morning new announcer called Michael Phelps face
Milk face
Why you wonder?
Because the face appeared like the kind of face you would make if
you poured your dry cereal only then notice
all the mike was gone and not
replaced?
‘Simone
Six years old
One of America’s Best
Flawless performance
powerful
vault
floor
Home school
2013 International
16 Best onthe Floor
Doesn’t over think Anything
Today's pattern
Simone looks up to her mom
And Dad tells her
“Always have fun”
Mary Lou Redding says
“Simone is the Best in the field!”
Best exercise
Little Stanley
littlest shop vac in the world
Vacuum a room with that
I dare you!
It took me 65 minutes to figure out the one I bought appeared crap was not
The trick is that since I had no wheels on my little buddy
think Weebol
Recall them they wobble
and yepper fall OVER!
I thought I would vacuum and pull the little guy behind me
I was incorrect
when they fall over the little guy stops working,literally!!!!!
After I found no solutionfor why it stops when it falls over
its was trial and area

16. took four hours to vacuum the upstairs then it was noon
the stair well in my third floor temporary apartment become a funnel of heat
Tomorrow I will vacuum the stairs
if I see the mouse
the stairs will be shocked as I scream bloody murder
just like the other day last week
Last Saturday the lessonI learned was if it's Oatmeal do not lay it on the side under
other stuff
I use a metal basket that I picked up on the corner in Front Royal,VA
you know what that Oatmeal box gave a surprise just like that rolly polly little mouse
because I had a lovely trail of oats up every single step to my pitiful kitchen on the third
floor of the roller rink in Decorah,IA
Men do they think I’m referring to straight men,in Iowa
My landlord keeps our trash in a trailer
yesterday it dawned onDon and Bill a friend who works for Don that garbage will get
flies and maggots
I was told to toss leftover food in the corner of the neighbor's cornfield
I was vaccuum the upstairs when it came to me that I should have mentioned that the
trash doesn’t always take the trash from week to week.
You try it stick trash in a metal trailer for a month,in the sun
the smell
the flies
fly larva
it will be delightful
Who has not accidently seen5 minutes of CSI
Bodies break downother things do as well
I’m thrilled I no longer have to toss food outside so someone canget good from it.
I was 26 working was a nanny in Denver,CO
We had corn on the cob one night
there were 40 ears of corn tossed into the trash
I took the corn out to the woods
tossed to them for the animals
you could have set your clock to the exact moment when the lady that was in a few
short weeks going to fire me for fear I was going to steal her husband to 5 minutes
I only took the job because Mrs Baumgarner was yummy
The lady was pounding on my door
The lady was wondering if that was the kind of thing I did at home
I thought for a bid
was totally embarrassed
because it was exactly the kind of thing we did at home at the Heike house
I was brought up knowing that food is a privilege
if there are food scraps put them in the yard some animals will get good out of them
See that's the purpose offood getting the needed good.
I was surprised that a mother of five children would ever toss any kind of food out
I couldn’t wait to go home

17. Everythings in the planning
after being fired for the only time in my life
600 miles from my home
The nanny company was going through a bunch of crap
a lady was stealing their nannies so someone was needed to care for the Hale family
in Cherrymound a suburb of Denver,CO.
The Hale family have a huge Toy Store
The also had 6 children youngest a baby and Kevin
My job was mostly Kevinand cleaning and picking up the ichy diapers all over the
house
The Hales imagined the babies diapers did not smell
Trust me they were incorrect!
Could have gave the bags oftrash in that trailer at the roller rink a run for the money!
I slept in the basement,had no room,no bed,a sheet for the door, no place for my
clothes
the lessonI learned had nothing to do with the children
At the Baumgardners the wife was pissed because I would thank the husband for a use
of his wagoneer on my day off
The Hales had vehicles like my dad would say up the ying yang
none were loaned to me for a day off
I was still responsible for any mess the people made onmy evenings off
So I planned my hitchhike home
Got an awesome dog whose name was Beau his name became Pal
The two scary things on my trip home
one was being left with Pal and a huge back pack with pans jangling from the back of
the pack onthe Interstate facing home and mom
The other scary thing was mom in Coralville Iowa
Thats where she hooked up with me
two hours from Waukon,Iowa
Mom said we are not going to have another dog
I find it stupid when people cannot seem to understand what it took a personto get
from point A to point B
As a lovely lady my age would say
“Anyway!”
Pal was a Heike for 12 years,he was loved by all who came near
Pal was part Australian Shepherd and part Black lab when I have sheep I will have at
least
one AustralianSheepdog.
I never shared this story
bet you thought I forgot what I learned
we'll Never watch anyone hit a baseball witha golf club
that little ball acts like a bullet and shoot though whatever is in front of it.
August 8th,2016
Cupping

18. a healing technique
a womanon Austin ABC News was noting sure it the healing tool was older then her
Christ she still had to feel important by saying it had not been researched in America.
Neither,neither had why innocent people get placed onlist for abuse by Iowa Human
Services but it still happens. Why is there always that one person. I see Muhammad
and Jesus teaches bothof love and goodness. That womanwould come along and say
That’s not Right!
Wow Webmd says it's good for arthritis and Blood disorders. I know having studied the
Black Death that it was used to suck toxin out unsure what the poisonwas that was
killing wiping out entire towns.
Cupping is being used on muscle injuries on athletes at the Olympic games this
method appears looking like circles onthe skin tissue. ABC was the only morning show
that mentioned why it appeared like mouths on the skin of the athletes or kisses from
the Black lagoon’s monster.
Game announcement:
Green Bay Packers play Friday night
August 7th,2016
This is a letter to my younger sister EllenBeth,Ellenif she had just come forward with
the truth styfulled (stopped)Diana swares at that moment you feel stupid
our dad had that art.
Dad Diana's step dad his father the first day she met him her first lie that hurt my
family
Diana told mom that grandpa touched her girlie parts at 8. Grandpa Paul had had
seven other grandchildren when dad LeonNorbert Diana's lying tongue was off and
runny. Funny I can look back to when I was 8 to my first girl crush. Father Jim now in
Garner Iowa Met Diana in December 2014 at the Waukon Memorial Hospital in
WAUKON,IOWA 52172. Diana tried to have him kicked out of the hospital room. Father
had told Diana after she had tried her wilds on him. (Diana has always had the ability
to twist and bring a man to orgassum with a wink evidently it even works on her
nephew Daniel Ellen's son and her first cousin Randy Gene. Men stop thinking
with their head think with their dick!)
KarenRegan the only intelligent nurse in the entire state of Iowa asked mom if that
was what she wanted. Mom said no, mom didn't know about Diana having set our
laundry fire while mom and I watched TV.
Diana told Human Services of Iowa that Val the humble generous good hearted
daughter was so controlling she doesn't even have to be in the room with mom for
mom to lie. AND YET MOM HAD intwo days been told over and over Father had to be
evicted from the hospital room because Father Jim had called Diana a "Fucker", Which
Diana is, but the real truth is that Father Jim had told Diana she was not a good
daughter.

19. That's the truth Human Service of Iowa go ask him, I'm not the liar of the Heike family
while you were busy licking up Diana's lies and ripping mom from her home and my
heart out come December 24th you and Ellen BethHeike will be responsible for this
poet's death. Because I will not live through one more empty lonely Christian
Christmas because of fuckers that choose to believe Diana's sick lies then seek the
truth. Not one personwent to my mom and read to her the lies Diana told with venom.
Hell No one listen to mom telling the truth when she said My daughter Val did not
refuse to feed me,or leave me without a phone or gone upstairs and left me to sleep in
the den. Val has always beenwith me when I needed her to be.
You have taken my given skill of caring for little older ladies something I have done
since I was 17 for 41years from me. took my mom whom I promised since i was a kid I
would care for in our home until she died. then a month ago Monday I lost my best
friend Emily. Nothing to live for one minute longer than December 24th. Diana told my
friend in Ossianshe never meant to place me on Elder ABUSE AND YET REFUSED ELLEN
THE RIGHT TO COME forward to tell the truth.
Neither of these women Diana or Ellen are worth my time they both are a
disappointment. I always thought that others felt the missing that I felt. Lets face it the
big difference betweenGays and straight people has everything to do with feelings.
My gay community feel more than the straight community.
When I lived in Luray,VA I had a friend I thought so much of he was the father of Jane
QUADRI A RETIRED professor ofIthaca and Columbia College we played scrabble and
when he was(John )was going through his cancer treatments I drove him. I LOVED Jane
his daughter she had such class and goodness,the fact that she had the autograph of
when she and her sister had a B&B Michael J. Foxx and his good lady stayed for a while
under their roof.
They were asked not to tell anyone so they did not. However a bird took flight within
the B&B and Michael was one of those interested enough in removing the bird from
the establishment. Cool huh!
I got no mail from her in 11 years in my heart she remains like it was yesterday .
My heart will always bleed internally from this act of hate using me to scapegoat which
is a mechanism of narcissism they allow others to see someone as the reasonfor what
they do so like the mom in Bruce Willis's "The Sixth Sense" the mother poisoning her
children can have neighbors and friends see her and the hero.
Diana told friends and family that she had to report "Val after all she had been bullying
and abusing and withholding food from mom in her own home for years and Ellen is
just to scared of Val to come forward and do the right thing!" She told everyone mom
was an invalid starting in 2012 and that Val beats her mom.
If I knew,I Val Heike knew all dads guns were loaded Diana would not now be a
memory. My own Godsonstripped my room no where near the fire bending over
backwards for Aunt Diana as she fucked him with winks. See if Daniel were gay he
would have stood up to Diana and said to all hearing that Diana's was a liar.
My cousin Michael Rohr a lawyer in Wisconsintold me January 2015, they can not
accuse you of Elder Abuse without proofit's like accusing a man of rape without any
woman raped. I hope he is a better lawyer in Wisconsinthen he is an advice giver to
his first cousin in Iowa because that is exactly what they did!

20. August 7th,2016
Best commercial today
Better hearing a business in La Crosse Wisconsin
they know what Customer Service is
Customer Service puts you in the the place of importance
this is how I was taught Customer Service from Al Dombrowski from Chi town up from
Florida
No one comes first but them
"Customers"
Mother Marian as dad called mom
Dad wasn't taught how to love
Grandma Agnes was blind and sickly when dad ,Gertrude and Normanwere kids
my mom taught the daughter always with her
me
at home I learned from a kid
from mom who taught silently
I watched as mom put everyone before her own comfort
even in pain mom and I would make supper for dad
Diana with her family or some man
Ellen and her family
then mom needed me
I was sure I lost my best friend when at 40 I discovered I was no longer alone
there were a world of people warm and sensitive like me
my poetry outer me
I know that's what it's called
I'm from a long line of people some married some not
funny now people look at people not withchild or spouse oddly
Dan and Craig had a great uncle who cared for his mom and dad
in Harpers Ferry,Iowa
Betchnot a soul accused him of being Gay
Why is that do you suppose
he too never dated
loved his mom and dad
I know it could not have beeneasy for him
he stood steadfast
alive or dead I have no idea what ever happen to him
his Great nephew one day will try to stick my kid sister into a home
and even though she took my love and tossed it away I would give her a home
No one deserves the treachery that befell me or the woman that taught me to be
tender and loving and to

21. care.
As Chopinplays my heart is causing me immense pain
Years ago mom used to get horrible upper thigh cramps
they hurt so much mom would cry
Have you ever heard your mom cry?
dad made mom and me cry
we hated him so
neither Allennor her friend our half sister cared
no one ever stepped inwhen dad was torment one of us until Ellen's husband Shawn
Mathis when Dan now going onto 28( I will miss his hugs till I see him after Im dead
and he is also and I can have a clean he is sorry for ever not trusting I never harmed
grandma ever)
Some fool once said to me in Waukonwhen I was looking for a car
Get your dad to buy you another car he is rich
Dad tried he figured mom might see him better
and let's face it it's all fucked up poverty
people tell youthey have been there too
they lie
August 2014 mom came to me in tears
told me she feared me returning to Luther College
Diana told her that it I returned to college getting close to getting my BA
Diana told mom that she would drive to Waukon Iowa and either place mom(not and
invalid) in a nursing home or force mom to move to Texas
My love of mom was stronger then my wanting a degree
Don't ever be sucked to get onto Social security Ever
my mind is as alert as my mom's
hard finding work on brainpower when knees survived a 93 year old driving through
them.
Diana had beenworking 20 hours a week at Granbury Opera house
Diana missed being a wife
wives at 67 work at home
she needed mom's income
now we know also mom's Will
mom's still alive she needs to return to her family that womanDiana is not sane
enough to allow mom to ever read her mail
Dying's not hard
you just find your place
sit down
close your eyes
and stop breathing
that's all...
see that's the secret

22. it also takes
desire
emptiness where family use to
thrive
stripped from you
because you were convenient
like my cat MISS EMILY for gay people people and our animals are not interchangeable
I have a desire to strive goody to shoe people square inthe jaw with John Wayne's
hand when people say you mourned your name and record being destroyed long
enough
I have set a date when it will end
and people who know me know I'm a womanof my word
People who drive drunk get a heavy fine and can serve time in jail
I think that kind of penalty for ruining someone's opportunity for making a living do to
foul lies and proofof the federal law breaking of bullying and harassment on the
telephone and removal of affection of my entire family the penalty is steep; plus a sock
in the head and the removal of Diana's dogs.
Dan one of my beautiful nephews
I loved my godsonwith my whole heart
always made me think of Harry Potter
A person's got to work
do that which they excel at
I hated every minute being away from my two little boys
I was away in 56 years ten years
I missed my dog and cat,mom and
dan
more then when I died in December 2014
when I was unable to get mom and our cats and me out
I just sat downat mom's feet and die
I always tried to loanmy things to Dan
it never seem to matter to Dan
he never got it that I gave like grandma with my whole heart
even in a loaned Dan and Craig
my game port of Nintendo and 77 games from when I had Video Memories
my business
Kevin Monroe stole the name of my business for his.
Dan gave some girl my game port and tossed my games into his closet
I never got anything back
My little loved told me I was gay
they mom never wanted me to tell them
what did it matter I have never been anyone but the bullied
middle
daughter
Aunt Val

23. Dan will know that everything Diana ever spouted about his aunt val was a Goddamn
lie!
Worst commercial August 7thEver
A farmer is fencing
tells someone he was practicing to go to the Olympics
the NBC personmade fun of the farmer for not
just watching real athletes' Fencing
I was by the sink putting in chicken for supper
I laughed because that was beyond stupid
evidently the NBC personNever worked ona farm
so much sweat and muscles built
I dare you world
go out in a field and put up fence
Wow like mom
unlike advertized no Green Bay Packers
Wil Wild West is onfrom 1965
crappy drag racing
Rodgers and Hammersteinmusical
history
Rodgers I'm seeking is AAron
Ionhas Leverage
It's not Magnum
but the team takes the white trash
OUT!
Wolverine
Hugh Jackman missed his calling
singing how and eagles got cornas high as
an elephant's ear
Then a surrey with the fringe on top
Sunday afternoon
as I scurried around the channels seeking the Green Bay Packers
I found the London Theater productionof a Rodgers and Hammerstein
classic.
"Oklahoma"
not my favorite of R&H
right up there with Carellsal
but with Wolverine I find myself wondering if maybe I was incorrect?
ss best I can do is if I see it on sale before December 24th,2016.
The football game Packers against the Colts was on ESPN
I do not get that
I still have no idea what the score was

24. Dear Ellen BethHeike
Hello Ellenevidently all those years we were growing up you never once were a friend
why is that? You so proud in yourself that you needed no help but took it from your
half sister and your friend. WhenI took a loaded gunfrom dad 14 so we didn't all die
no0t one word thank you for not allowing us to die would have been breaking
character. When I was hit ridding at 18 in the country not once did you asked what it
was like to be hit by a car.
I had no idea you even knew what love was until the letter telling me of your love of
Brandy one. So what happened to that sister? What you have done to me since June of
2015 has been bullying. For someone who always thought that she was just a go
alonger not a bully you were wrong!
You told me that what happened to you in December of 2014 hurt you beyond
compare! Did you have a younger sister who knew you were guilty of NOTHING but
could not find the time to go to the AUTHORITIESand tell them that your sister Never
Ever harmed anyone! Bother to tell anyone that you were proud of your sister Val as a
full time college student who was also the full time caregiver ofyour mom?
At fourteen I showed youI was willing to lay my life downfor my family,it wasn't good
enough so EllenDecember 2014 I will end my life if you have not come forward and
cleared my good name removing it from elder abuse which will allow mom to come
home and Diana will no longer have access to mom's money and then the removal of
control from mom's Will will occur.
You are 55 years old when I die at your hand your boys you could not even be bother
to tell Randy Lovitt or your sons or hell strangers that Diana Lee is a liar. You are as
guilty as Diana for lying to the federal government. You Ellen Bethand Diana Lee and
her son Robert Johnwill have my blood drippy from your hands,
First GreenBay Packers Game
Nana' my grandma's birthday and Opener of the Packer's
Mom and I would watch it together
mom the Green Bay packers biggest Iowanfan
more than likely and mom pays the dish
which mom was only allowed to have
Mom isn't allowed to spent her own money
that's control
mother's intelligent always did the office paper work that intelligent was taken from
mom by Diana
taking things like that from our elderly is something that should never be stopped
keeping the brainactive keeps the mind healthy
mom allowed Diana to keep her Magic Jack
Magic Jack allows Diana to monitor who talks to mom

25. another control mechanism
Diana has to keep mom seen as a little kid
so people will tell Diana
"That's a big thing you caring for your mom,good girl!"
Last year when mom was still allowed to talk to me someone she talked to about
everything but we were always Val and me or Ellenand me
another control mechanism
you hear it mom was married to dad for 60 years
Mom always said Lee(dad and I)
now everything they do it's we
We had rain
we went for a drive
"We"
Last year We watched something Diana was watching the Packer game on NBC wasn't
on!
The Orgasmic stroll
Gisele the model strolled
across a stage set for the Opener of the Rio games
Yummy
yum
yum
got all the men and lesbianattention
then two seconds after she reached the other side
this historianpoet well
I went to watching
Mian History
then
Hogan's Heroes.
August 6th,2016
What do historians watch on the night of the Opener of the Rio games
CLUE NOT THE RIO OPENER
I swore I would not watch the opener until mom is back in Iowa
Diana had Ellensell mom's property while mom was sure all the time Ellen was just
hanging onto Mom's property
I watched Mayan History next researchsubject
then Hogans Heroes
Yes Minister

26. What a wonderful Britishcomedy
better A fine romance with Judith Dench
the music
the warmth
intelligent
and romantic
He is gone now
I still miss the character actor in
Yes Minister
Chatter in Calmer,Iowa
The Food bank in Calmer gives milk and eggs on Saturday
I mentioned eggs at Walmart are .68 a dozen
yesterday gas was 1.99 today it's 2.09 a little older lady say
Walmart's eggs are old
and of course old eggs are best for hard boiled eggs they peal better
It forever amazes me people think in trying to show off how much better they are then
you are
I do not think I have met many people that in either place I go to for food who has a
clue what it is to living on a few $$$ a month
The old womenin Calmer could have said .68 a dozeneggs that a Swell price when a
chocolate bar is $1.75
A gallonof milk at Walmart $2.29,loafof rye bread $3.59
Hell a can of soup Walmart brand $2.25?,Campbell $3.59
.68 is a terrific price
I surely didn't need a lame answer from someone who Never saw even one class at
Luther College
I know that's petty of me but I'm entitled
Im one of those poor saps getting food
I'd rather be gainfully employed
Twin death
Yesterday a young father
left his twin daughters in a car
babies baked to death
murder
several commercial a week warn against this
yesterday I sat with a fever in my truck cab
I didn't think it was warm enough
however when I turned onthe truck I was surprise it was 86
windows cracked doesn't help
The babies were beautiful
that doesn't matter
a hill of beans
murder is murder

27. Murder like a horse of a different color
2014 I was "Murdered"
My deathwas due to a set fire in our laundry room
October 2014 an older half sister took off what I placed onthe door that locked and
unlocking door
Diana the sister placed the still unfixed lock on upside down
told mom she didn't have to replace the door
"Mom Diana said Youhave nothing of value,you don't need a new door!"
That was in early October 2014
Diana in Granbury Texas house has ironbars on her windows
hates cats
Early December 2014 after two years
Harassing 70 times a week by Phone which is a federal offense
lying to Human Services
Having her Gay half sister placed onElder Abuse
Inher life Val cared for 16 older womenbeside her mom
Never harmed anyone it was a tool for Diana
Arsonal Diana's was all to for mom to Texas
Stop mom talking to Val took a year
took that long get mom to change mom's Will so Diana benefits more for mom's death
Have you seen Bruce Willis inThe Sixth Sense
There was a child ghost whose mom loved all the attention
the mom kept her childrenill
so people would say "It'sso sad your childrenare ill!"
That was Mancherian by Proxy
Diana is a Narcissist it's a personality disorder they become a
nassiss
Diana had mom's will changed because she can't live without and extra income
financial and controlling without empathy
Mom is going onto her 88th birthday she is still intelligent and not an invalid
Mother has inherited arthritis a curse all her children will bear
When I spoke to mom in April she told me no one has power of attorney over her
I betcha she is incorrect
Diana had five husbands she tried to crush to death
the last three husbands divorced Diana before they had been married three years
third husband married to Diana
this woman has no business with my mom
Mom kept telling Diana ten times a day
"No Diana I do not want to move to TEXAS,
OR LEAVE MY FAMILY!"
December third after mom spoke to Ellen and told her we had spoke to Father Jim
Saint Patricks about how to get rid of Diana and her Human Service stooges her white
SUV her son Robert the wifebeater,like his mother's real father and his sonwho is a
used car salesman
The SUV sped to 405 2nd st ne ,Waukon,IA 52101
She parked outside then in she came first Diana killed mom's cat Rusty
Rusty door opens anywhere in the house Rusty was there to go out
Diana had come for mom and all she had that did not include the cat mom loved

28. Rusty
Rusty his neck was broke her first murder
as mom and I watched TV
Diana thought "Bullshit!"
"I haven't done every underhanded thing in the book so some Priest could step inand
stop me from forcing mom to Texas!" So into the laundry room Diana sneaks.
Smoke detectors do not detect a fire,
Did you my readers know that Marian and Val Heike didn't
we did learnthat you must have all doors that locked!
Val had used the washer and drier at 8 am the fire was racing upstairs at 1003 where I
found it
Ellen told me the neighbor called it in
that's a lie
Mom called it in after I returned to the den to get the kitties and mom and me out
mom said Val I can't get onto the floor
Then a black cloud of doom sat upon us
Neither mom nor I knew then it had beenat the hands of family
Betcha the twin daughters that died together in that car Never thought
their death would have come from the hand of their father
After Diana had had returned to Texas in October Val had moved dad's guns cabinet
We found out after the fire it had beena good move
you could not hear people sneaking in the front door of us killed in a home take over
Horrible things do not just happen to other people inother places
some of those horrible things happen to those that people think never will
Inmy home my guns will be in the office.
All those guns of dads were loaded
If Diana's fire took out dads gun cabinet loaded withguns and bullets
I didn't want mom or any
Diana started a fire in the
August of 2014 Diana had her son Robert call aunt Ellenand violently verbally pushed
Ellen
The only Only thing Ellenever did for me except make me Daniel's God mother
which only mattered to me
We had a dad that used those mechanics on his daughter Val
Val was the bullied Gay daughter who was always with her folks
I didn't come out until 40
Anytime horrible messages are placed ontechnology today
that is all evidence
erase away it's still there
Thats wonderful!
Surely you my readers don't want my mom's death at her hands
she would have changed mom's power ofattorney to herself from Ellen
Ellen had gottenthe power of Attorney when I was in Virginia working for
Aramark at Skyland Lodge
I would have never gone if I knew she was thinking of doing that
Ellen I think would jump off a cliff if Diana told her to
pity No freedom of will
Pity!

29. August 4,2016
CATS
Back on Broadway
Tornado
touched downin NorthDakota
Horrible commercial
Breathable underwear
You betcha it's some guy's idea
thinking behind commercial will get the buyers being female to buy them
these underwear are more for men to buy for their wives
a womanactually blows onher friends
underware
Am I the only personwho thinks if this commercial tried to get air time in the
1970's or 80's would ever see this with the sensors?
We would never see it or viagra,
Againand Again
Funny
sad
ABC repeats the report onthe levels of toxic waste in waters around Rio
Reporter mentioned
"don't drink the water when swimming!"
"Cover your boo boos before youenter a contest!"
PEOPLE ON OLYMPIC BOARD inRio appear to have downnothing
must have been busy with No assistance
Have you ever heard of Adult Languages
A dude getting ready to perform at a fair n Minnesota
the fair board says they can not get out of the performance
the dudes name went buzzing over my head like Statistics
A member of the fair board said the only way the dude to perform
A Ted Nugent
would only come to the sticks of Minnesota , if he was prepaid and no new was
allowed to pull him out of the gig

30. I always thought that swearing had effect from time to time
A few years back my half sister goaded me into calling her a fucker
Diana yelled at mom see "Val's got terrets!"
Diana told Human Services of Iowa I swear at mom.
Bald face lie!
MY MOM!
My mom for her to swear its H E double toothpicks!
(Hell)
She will say fart, and shut up
in 2014 Diana told mom she was a liar
mom said she would forget but never forget.
The fair man told the reporter onAustin,Minnesota
if the dude were to be canceled they would have to still pay him for performing
The county is scheduled to make more with this one performance
then the fair took in these past 20 years.
My own County fair Allamakee,WaukonCounty Seat.
Best pies 4 H,All Amishmade by
Maddie Miller,owns Bulk foods and AmishBakery
Paint Creek off Maud Road off highway 76.
Will ship to you
best cashews in Iowa
great price on cheese
Maddie is honest,sincere and like my mom not a liar or does she know how to
swear
good wholesome square dealing salt ofthe earth.